I missed school today.. stupid sicknesses. Butttt... since today didn't happen that leaves only... 3 1/2 days of school left. days of finals and goodbyes and saying adios to that hellish building that I've hated for two years. For good. Summer makes me happy, really. And I will keep myself busy.. In order to forget that next year may just suck too, so summer has to go on forever. right. Another three day weekend. 2nd in a row. I love having mondays off on account of that they suck a ton. I will spend yet another three day weekend in the mountains, hopefully not sick still. I actually like the mountains, and going up there. It keeps me away from the computer, and keeps me close to my friends. Yippie :) I'm kind of out of it.. I don't really know what day it is.. or time. And AIM occaiosnally ruins lives.. I have a addiction. Two good songs: #1: Breath -- Breaking Benjamin [[its good, it just is]] #2: I Hate Everyone -- Get Set Go [[yea so its straight up, funny, peaceful, and blunt. it makes me happy (weird eh)]]

I dont know what I'm feeling, or why. And it makes me angry, worried, and sad. This weekend I get to spend three long days and nights with people who I'm not friends with, isolated up in the mountains. I'm missing a ton of fun stuff to do this too.. this dosn't make me happy. I'm so tired. Hell is no sleep. Music: Hands Down -- Dashboard Confessional. I don't know why. Its jsut good.

It's almost summer break. June 1st. I can't wait.. summer is what I'm living for right now. And, I'm trying not to think about next year. Or this year. Because summer NEVER sucks. So maybe it will go on for ever (hah, I wish). I can survive a couple more weeks. I can. And I can even do it without backstabbing, getting in trouble, or failing my classes. Then I can party hardcore or sleep or work or whatever I feel like. I can't wait. Good music: Cold (But I'm Still Here) --- Evans Blue Its good. The chours owns. I don't like writing my own interpretations of songs, just reading what other people think. I know what I think. You don't want to.