[79] Time to get my crap together. Pretext: For the last three weeks or so my sleeping habits have been disastrous. Er... more so than usual. The last three days have been an epic (not really) struggle to remain conscious. I have been terrible at time management for as long as I can remember. HUGE WORKLOADS in both of my art classes this year for the AP test, preparing for college, and my somewhat absurd expectations of myself. [end pretext] It's dawned on me that this is a pitifully obvious realization and as far as the sleeping habits go not at all a new concept but for all intents and purposes.. I guess it doesn't matter. There's a particular nonprofessional writer I've been a fan of for a few months who is in the process of writing something amazing and recently announced they are in want of an editor/hardcore beta reader to help with revising what's been released so far and rewriting a few parts, etc.. I really think I want to do it. I've also wanted to do some illustrations based on the story. But wow, if I don't completely epicly fail at getting things I want to do done. I have a to-do list, and it's quite small, but nothing has been checked off (nor started for the most part) in like 5 weeks. All I seem capable of doing when I get home weekdays is loafing about. More pressing is the matter of having time in the future when I've actually started my animation and concentration art projects. Enough of that though. I didn't mean for the situation to be as important as the statement: I want to fix my habits and get on schedule and go for the editing spot. My hope is declaring it in some form will help push me to actually change things. :\ =-= On another note, whyyyy am I always so formal and tense and serious now *headdesk* So lame Relax dood.