well lets see. i never had a journal before, but sometimes its nice to write to yourself every now and then, you know? tomorrow school starts again, the last quarter, than its summer! i cant wait. i dont have much of a successful life so far. thinking of my past hurts me. must be because im to busy thinking about whats wrong with me instead of living my life. maybe i just point out all the bad things that happen to me instead of the good. im in my childhood. thats when you are to busy creating memories to remember when you are out on you own. and you can use those memories for your furure problems.i have a good feeling about tomorrow. ive grown way more confident in myself. people might like me a little more if i was actually good at talking. i usually stumble over my words, and i may be thinking to far ahead that with my mind racing i screw up my sentences. this also can happen when i am writing. and even sometimes when im avoiding this from happening i end up forgetting what im saying. but i do like words. and ryming them. music helps me with this, too. in fact im listening to fall out boy right now, the most amazing band. i love how they can express their feelings with so many words, and its hard for people to code out what the song is about. for now on i must understand the keys in leading a happy life. 1. regretting brings you down. 2.you shouldnt care what other people think about you, as long as it doesnt hurt you. just remember to avoid them is all. 3.walk in with a smile and confidence. remember sometimes the best thing a friend can do is just be with you. 4.have sympathy for all. 5.negativety is something to keep a way from. what comes around goes around. 6. from past experiances its best not to lie. you have to keep lying, which eventually leads you to the spot where you have to tell the truth. kit. rember to be these= CLASSY. you are yourself. you create your own style, friends, and life. you arnt trash. you are pride. STRONG. emotionally. dont let others bring you down. nobody knows this but the only one who can bring you down is YOU. a VIXEN. you rule over people. you are confident. you push things until you get what you want. you are hot in your own way. your are always beautiful.