I can't type accents on the Internet!? How annoying! Well anyway, I spent the last couple of days with my girlfriend on her parents' boat again. I think I'm in love with her now, it took a while but I'm glad I can now say truthfully that I love her. Kinda makes me feel bad that I cheated on her though. Well, I'm sure I'll forget about it eventually. Isn't it hard to add lyrics on this site? Everyone's already posted most of the songs I listen to, it seems. Still, that's not too much of a bad thing I suppose.

I had a pretty shit day today. I went to my friend's house before going to the shops, but I sat in his cat's favorite chair and loads of molted fur stuck to me. Then we walked downtown and we did absolutely nothing, it was a waste of time. Then I got home and I had to make dinner. I made pasta because it's easy to make. However, I also tried to use this little contraption which is supposed to have replaced oven gloves to lift the pan and pour the pasta into the sieve. When I did so, I lost half the pasta down the sink and the other half I had to give to my little brother. That means that I haven't had a single meal all day (I was saving my appetite for dinner). To add to all that, I just had to wash up everybody else's dirty cutlery, glasses, plates etc. etc. I have a big family so I was washing up for about 45 minutes. Isn't it annoying when all the little things add up to make life an exercise in futility?

Oh dear, I appear to have posted three entries in one night. Still, it's ok because I can quit anytime I like. I just read kqedequalsvolvo's journal. It's good to see that someone isn't afraid to say what they think about the people that really wind them up. I think I'll leave you a joke before I go to bed. A man walks into a bar and he is very drunk. Most of the people inside just ignore him until he stands up and shouts 'I had sex with your mum!' at a group of lads. The guys just ignore it and keep drinking, much to the surprise of the clientèle. The drunkard then shouts 'I shagged her in the arse too!' at the lads. Amazingly, they just carry on drinking their beer and talking amicably. Finally the drunkard shouts at the top of his voice 'and she sucked my knob afterwards!' Then one of the men stands up and shouts back... 'Go home Dad, you're pissed!' Aren't I a comedian? You'd probably have laughed a little more if I told it in person.

Because I am a man, I often fail to understand what my female friends mean when they say things are cute. But my girlfriend just sent me a text message that I know for certain is cute... I suppose I should explain that she is going to be sixteen in two weeks. She said that she would like to wait until she is sixteen before we have sex. So anyway she just sent me a text thanking me for being such an understanding boyfriend, thanking me for making her feel like she never though she'd feel (She was referring to her orgasms last time we were in bed together), and just thanking me for being great. She doesn't understand that I'm really a very inconsiderate person... and that's what's cute. I think I'm finally starting to fall in love with her. I suppose if you repeatedly tell someone that you love them, it will eventually start to come true.

Time for another survey! After completing this, I'll do you the favour of writing a journal entry. Oh, and thanks to Leblanc to writing this survey or at least bringing it to the masses. Music Survey (in no particular order) [10 Favorite Bands] 1) Gary Numan 2) Pink Floyd 3) Aphex Twin 4) Nine Inch Nails 5) Mr. Lif 6) Skinny Puppy 7) Dead Kennedys 8) Refused 9) The Buddy Rich Big Band 10) Ade Fenton [10 Favorite Songs, also in no particular order, one each per 'favourite band.'] 1) The Seed of a Lie - Gary Numan 2) Atom Heart Mother Suite - Pink Floyd 3) Avril 14th - Aphex Twin 4) Sanctified - Nine Inch Nails 5) Arise - Mr. Lif 6) Candle - Skinny Puppy 7) Chickenshit Conformist - Dead Kennedys 8) The Deadly Rhythm - Refused 9) West Side Story Medley - The Buddy Rich Big Band 10) Healing - Ade Fenton [Your Top 10 Most Played Songs] 1) The Time of the Beasts - Neurosis 2) Me! I Disconnect from You - Gary Numan 3) My Breathing - Gary Numan 4) Remind Me to Smile - Gary Numan 5) The Now - Mr. Lif 6) That's Too Bad - Gary Numan 7) Are Friends Electric? - Gary Numan 8) Observer - Gary Numan 9) Down in the Park - Gary Numan 10) Cars - Gary Numan [Other] What is your favorite genre of music?: Industrial What is your least favorite genre of music? Country Rock Who is/are your favourite vocalist(s)?: Gary Numan Robert Plant Karen-O David Bowie Jello Biafra Who is/are your favourite guitarist(s)?: Jimmy Page David Gilmour Whoever Jane's Addiction's guitarist is. Who is/are your favourite bassist(s)?: Mick Karn Who is/are your favourite drummer(s)?: John Bonham Buddy Rich Ginger Baker Stephen Perkins Steven Hewitt Neil Peart Do You Download Songs Or Buy CDs?: Both. Mp3/iPod or CD Player?: CD Player at home, MP3 player on the move. How many band shirts/hoodies you own?: Not a single one. What is your favorite band shirt/hoodie?: I don't have any. What music posters do you have up in your room?: Pink Floyd... and that's it. I don't really like posters that much. Do you consider screaming another form of music?: If it fits into the song then it's just as valid as a clean vocal. What album are you ashamed to have?: Robyn - Robyn Have you ever been in a mosh pit?: Yeah a few times. I always think it will be alright, but I always hate it. Last cd you bought?: The Greatest Hits So Far - P.I.L. What song do you love at the moment?: Blue Serge - Skinny Puppy Most annoying song?: She's So Lovely - Scouting For Girls Current Least Favorite Song? Elvis Ain't Dead - Scouting For Girls What was the last song you listened to?: Vendetta - Mezzanine Stairs Last song to be stuck in your head?: Blitzkrieg Bop - The Ramones Do you listen to a variety of music?: Yes. If you could hang out with a musician for a day, who would it be?: Gary Numan! Why?: He seems quite interesting. Is music important to you?: Yes. Could you live without music?: Yeah, but life wouldn't be nearly as enjoyable. Okay, time for the journal! Well, today I went out skateboarding with my friend the guitarist. And it was great! The weather was brilliant, and even though I hadn't done it in about nine months, I was pretty damn good on the wood. I did five kickflips! Five! Well anyway I hope my palpable happiness is contagious. Goodnight!

Well I'll get straight to the point. Last night the lead guitarist of my band was eighteen and he and I went out on the tiles. We went to a club and we were dancing the night away. Later in the night a couple of girls started coming on to us in that way girls do in clubs: dancing provocatively, eventually grinding against us, all that stuff. When the club closed and we all went out on to the street, the girls asked us back to their flat. Guitarist, being single, went with them. But I said 'no, I really shouldn't.' Do you know what that means? It means I didn't cheat on my girlfriend again! I thought that I would probably do it again if I got drunk and had the opportunity, but I didn't. I was a good boy. I'm so proud of myself, but I'm supposed to avoid cheating on her so this should really be all in a day's work for me. And in other news, spending the weekend on my girlfriend's boat was enjoyable. It's quite cute how inexperienced she is. She was very nervous, but I managed to put her at ease. I made her come three times, and we didn't even have sex. I don't know why she lacks confidence, she really has quite an attractive figure. She sent me a text yesterday asking me if there was anything I wanted her to do for me, seeing as she was the one having all the fun last time (her words, not mine). I just replied that she should do whatever she wants to do to me. I can't really think of anything specific and I have no idea what I can actually ask her to do, seeing as she's never done anything with a boy before. Anyway I believe I've written enough now, so until next time, goodbye.