this whole weekend was really lame all i did was work and hang out at home i went out saturday for a few hours but just hung out at my friends house, the same as i was doing before. i pretty much just isolated my self all weekend i dont even no why. like it wasnt like i didnt want to have to talk to people or ne thing i just never felt like doing ne thing. i need to find something exciting to do more often. everything i do now that is exciting is either boring to me now from doing it so much or i can only do it for like a half hour. this sucks im in such a dull mood and i dont even no why. blahh the song of the day today is give it a chance by butterfly assassins they are a chicago area local band that deserve to get noticed

yeah soo today was quiet eventfully uneventful i got in trouble in math today cuz i was listening to music while i did my homework in the last few mins of class. i mean what is that im keeping to myself getting my work done and i get yelled at. thats pretty much the only thing that happened school wise. we got grades tho wohoo.. not. lets just say they rnt to hot but could be worse. my dumb ex girlfriend bug me all english period today and i thought i was going to punch her in the face i mean she talks to me non stop and i dont even act like she is there but she still talks to me. but the best part of my day came before 8th hour today. i was just chillin on the wall and the girl i like but dont no her name (i think its chelsea so im going with that) came up and talked to me for a while. it sounds lame but it was like the best 5 mins of my week. and i think we r hanging out this weekend :) im excited it should be a good weekend. so no one at work really likes the music i like. i dont blame them its pretty out there. but i finally found something i can get them to listen to. ratatat. go firgure i thought that would be one of the last ones but whatever. so i like to put them on and its like a little dance party and its a lot of fun. after school today i came home and took a nap which is rare for me but it felt so good. until i woke up. i woke up to my parents screaming at eachother upstairs. not the best way to wake up but im not going to let it put a damper on a pretty lamely cool day. thats about it for today maybe i will have something intresting to write about tomorrow ps i recommend people pick up the SOLE & THE SKYRIDER BAND album its to die for. its hip hop from anticons tim holland (sole) and an electronic band (skyrider) i mean what else could u want

yeah so ive never really done an online journal or ne thing of the sorts but im going to give this a try. ive read a bunch of the ones on this site and i feel like i can relate to a lot of people on here so yeah i guess i should start by saying the music i like since u no it is a music site. i mostly like indietronica, indie rock, and ne thing off the anticon label or ne one who was once on it(anticon is like an underground electronic hip hop label) yeah so today was halloween, it was kinda fun i guess. i wore these really small shorts i have and i was getting checked out by moms and really little kids it was kinda weird but whatever. i didnt really get a whole lot of candy, i never do, but i dont care i dont even like candy that much so i was fine with it. im in quiet the bind when it comes to relationships. my ex girlfriend is obsessed with me and she always bugs me. the girl i like right now is one of my good friends so im pretty afraid to make a move cuz i value our friendship and dont want to ruin that. and the last girl i like is a year younger than me and i met her at a party but due to some poor decisions ;) i kinda sorta forgot her name which makes it pretty hard to make a move. so i pretty much have just been ignoreing my ex and hanging out with the other to hope for something good to just appear. school suck. but everyone knows that. im a junior in high school and its really dumb. it means so much for college and shit but due to a.d.d. and my lack of modivation to do nething school related im doing terrible in all my classes cept in chem but that doesnt make sense since i sleep all period and still do good. i have a pretty sick obsession with buy instruments. i now have a drum set, two keyboards, a melodica, and turntables. i pretty much spend my days in my basement just playing music or listening to music. i feel like im making myself out to be a loser but im really not i mean i have a ton of friends i just generally dont like to hang with that cuz they bug me half the time. im also not so hot with new friends so my friend list stay pretty limited. yeah i think thats probly enough for tonight im sure i will post more soon enough so i guess its the "cool thig" to end with a quote and i always like a good quote so i guess i will too "thou shouldst eat to live; not live to eat" -socrates