I sit and wonder sometimes if my life is a dream. I have been nothing but really happy for weeks now and I find it so odd because usually I am never so happy. Its a new feeling for me to be this happy. Maybe its because things are finally coming together or maybe its because there isn't anyone ruining my mood. Well whatever the case I am just really happy and I cannot questionit because I know why I am happy.....It is because I am making myself happy. And of course being with Chris these last few weeks has made me even more so...so for anyone out there I want to share my happiness with you....everyone take a little because i am sure I have enough for this whole world. Enjoy and be Happy peace and love ~Lyss :)

Well I am not jealous.....I have no reason to be but Will is....I find it very humerous. He called me a whore!!!! WHAT THE FUCK!?!?! I am not a whore....I don't even sleep around....I don't fuck my friend for the hell of it...*cough*cough* Well anyways its new to me that Will would be so damned jealous of Chris and I. "He is just jealous I beat him to the punch..." that was so cute coming from Chris' mouth :) Anyways if you must know Chris wanted to kill Will when I told him that he called me a whore...but made me feel better when he said "I don't love whores...Alyssa*...I love you" :) HE LOVES ME!.....YES HE LOVES ME, BITCHES! *that is my real name....just a side note anyways I am just really happy. It feels good to be truely happy and at ease. so yeah I think thats it for now Peace and love ~Lyss :):):):):)

Yeah that was my answer when Chris said "what would you say if I asked you to be in a relationship with me?" Classic huh? well that was the night before last...and he asked me and now I am in a relationship with him.....oh i forgot to mention I broke Louie's heart...I didn't want to break it but I had too, I needed to be without him. So now I am with Chris....and it feels soooooooooo surreal....like I cannot stop smiling. Is this what real happiness is? I think so....I truley am so happy that I need to scream it out. And finally I am relaxed. I think my life rocks!!! ~Lyss :):):):):)