its 1
i can't sleep
i'm listening to straylight run
it reminds me of 8th grade
good times
i liked this one kid in 8th grade
and he said he was too old for me
i went to his tennis game once to watch him play
and pretty much faded away
recently i saw him in a gas station with his girlfriend
she was pregnant
she was due in early august
i heard they had a beautiful boy
the poor girl was 16
that's how old i am now
but this song doesn't remind me of him anymore
and it reminds me of someone else
and i'm glad because it's like all thsoe songs that used to remind me of someone i thought i'd never get over
they didn't remind me of him actually
they just reminded me of how i felt around him
mostly confused
and now those songs are so indifferent to me
and soon they'll be funny
and it's sad becasue i took pride in my bitterness
but i'm growing up
we all do, i guess.