i went through two months shortly after that entry of drinking or smoking pot or popping pills because the kid i thought i loved had broken up with me. it's pathetic, honestly. just as i was starting to get over it (and starting to like my best guy friend, no less), my old boyfriend and i got back together. now i'm happy i was that night on prom night. i feel secure and happy and feeling like nothing can go wrong. but something did last time, so i'm not too wrong for being paranoid.