well i woke up at 8:30 am, that was the ONLY fucked up thing that happened today (along with something else that i'll later bring up). i went to school, arriving at like 9:30 am and started working on our china project until 12, we practiced our dance and all. 5 minutes performance, lol. then, i went home, i prepped myself up, cleaned myself up, and went over to my friend's house :D. i had a really rad time, the chick has like 12 dogs, 4 kittens, 2 cats and fish. haha, it was awesome. splendid time, we also went to her smoking hideout, and smoked a few. jum, fantastic day, lol her chihuaha humps your hand. we took pictures and videos haha, yay! and oh my gawsh, many many huskies. very perverted too, i have to admit. and tbh this is like the first time i saw her, but today just put it out in big bold letters, she's an awesome friend that i wouldn't want to lose. stayed there till 5:40pm? then i went to my tuition class which i THOUGHT was 6pm. turns out it was 6:30pm. (the other fucked up thing that happened) so i had to wait like half an hour or so, while she finished her other class. i was staring at the wall, doing nothing, watching the clock tick by, second by second, minute by minute and so on. 2 hours of tuition, felt like 10. it was exhausting. everyone was in their own world, daydreaming, not focusing at all. then had a quick stop at the mart while my mom was taking me back home. i stayed in the car. and now i'm back home. myspace is being fucked up and won't work. and i'm just waiting, for something to happen, nothing in particular. i'm just SO bored of my life, to an extent it's becoming unbearable i'd rather face death. and i think i might be smoking again. i don't fear death, so i'll just accelerate it. why the heck not. ah, i have a bad aura of tomorrow reflecting on me. tomorrow's going to be a lame dayyy. fridays always are. it's the last day of the week where i come from. it's 9:32 pm. hm. i have a sudden craving for butter popcorn. ok, i lie. i always have a craving for butter popcorn. it's my life. well i'm totally out of shit to say. ta-ta.

wow. today was quite..boring. grr. went to school. it was crap, as usual. seems like each day is getting worst and worst. my ex stopped attending school. i mean, what the fuck is that, just after we fought? yeah, it's pathetic, and we talked about it on the phone, she's all like, i'm not prepared to come to school, and have you and your likes tease me. psh. i only teased her coz she called me bisexual infront of some chick whom she thought didn't already know. so basically 'egg on her face'. as the british(or american) saying goes. well enough of her. today was quite emo for me. i just sat quiet, which is quite very unlike me. i'm normally the type that never shuts up. but lately, things have not been going the way they used to. well it's the weekend here now. finally. but tomorrow i'm going to school. i'm participating in this 'International Evening' thingamajig, and i'm part of China. so tomorrow basically we're going to school for 3 hours to finish paper mache-ing our dragon, and final touches. and organisation of the food, our stalls, posters, and other stuff. :] not so long ago, i just finished watching Willy Wonka and the chocolate factory, for like the millionth time. huge fan of it. i never watched the remake, though they don't even make it sound encouraging. ew, a few hours ago a big fly was buzzing around my room, i was like shrieking and waving a huge flag so that it'd stay away from me. got one of the maids to come kill it for me. gawd, it was messed up. i'm with this really rad chick, who i really believe i'm falling for. she says she loves me, i don't know if she means it. it doesn't quite show from her actions at times. and that really worries me, and gets me tense, and i panic, and it's very tiring, the whole process. i've only seen her twice, to be honest. but i talk to her as often as i can. i worship every second i talk to her, i love her so much it hurts. and i just can't get her out of my head. but lately, she's been changing, and i don't really encourage this new outcome, but i'll learn to keep up with her, and her changes. and fall in love with the new her before i know it. 'cause i've caused myself to believe she's my everything. rawr. it's 11pm now. and i have to wake up 9am tomorrow. basically i was stuck at home today. what a lifeless waste of 24 hours. haha. well, good night all. i'm going to hit the sack.