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  • in the morning and amazing...

    by cellardoor08 on September 30, 2008
    Name five people you've talked to today on the phone? mom. renee. matt. uhhh. i don't talk on the phone that much, so that's about it. Is anything wrong with your eyes? nope. Do you throw your candy wrappers away? i tend to, yeah. Do you ever write notes on your hand? no. Do you cry when you get an injury? yeah. Do you know anyone with the same middle name as you? yeah. Last movie you watched? girl, interuppted. Where did you sleep last night? shitty bed. Are you happy right now? no. Do you miss anyone? duh. Who makes you laugh the most? hm. What's on your mind right now? i suck. What makes you happy? food. cuddling. Are you a redneck? nope. Is there someone on your mind? yes. How many pillows do you sleep with? lots. Has anyone ever sang to you? horribly, yes. "come back from...WYOMING...back to...MICHIGAN". lol. Do you feel comfortable getting up and giving speeches? never. i hate speeches. What are you drinking right now? nada. When's your birthday? 9/5. Have you ever been awake all night? yes. What are you listening to? oasis. Are you jealous of anyone right now? no. Have you lost contact with someone you wish you didn't? yes. it happens. i get over it. Are you afraid of the dark? no. What are you looking forward to in the next month? more work, more paydays. Have you told anybody you loved them today? yes. Do you think anyone loves you? yes. What is one thing you miss about your past? being carefree, honestly. Do you talk a lot? sometimes. What are you doing today? tonight? i need to be alone. Do you think you're wasting your time on the person you like? i don't like anybody. Do you have a tan line anywhere? probably. How long until your birthday? hah. long time. Are you better at math or art? math, hands down. i am the least creative person ever. Who was your 4th grade teacher? mrs. nault. Where did you go to pre-school, if you went at all? i didn't go. Who was your last incoming call? umm. matt. Do you own a digital camera? yes. Can you do a handstand? no. Have you ever had a pet fish? yes. he was great. Did you kiss or hug anyone yesterday? um. no. Do you think people have any misconceptions about you? eh, probably. whatever. Honestly, what's on your mind right now? ....homework, sleep, which is more important? What was the last tv show you watched? hmm. some lost on sci-fi. Are you one of the MANY obsessed with hannah montana/miley cyrus? haha. nope. Have you ever seen the tv show "ace of cakes"? no. Do your neighbors have any dogs or cats? sure do. Who was the last person you threw out of your life? ugh. How many windows are open on your computer? three. Are you sarcastic? can be. In the past week have you watched cartoons? yeah. What day this week has been your favorite so far? it's only monday. i liked sunday though. it was fun. In the past week have you felt sad? yeah. Last thing you said aloud? 'fuck, history, you threw up' Are you hungry? yeah. Has anyone ever given you roses? no. Who woke you up this morning? alarm. Are you happy right now? no. What were you doing at 11:00 last night? showering. Are you easily scared by horror movies? i love, love, love horror movies. What was the highlight of your day? i understand math! Have you ever been in a bad relationship? sure.
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  • i don't care.

    by cellardoor08 on September 30, 2008
    1) What was the highlight of your week? it's monday. and i determine that this week sucks already. sucks, sucks, sucks. 2) Whose car were you in last? dads. 3) When is the next time you will kiss someone? make it asap. i feel like shit. 4) What color shirt are you wearing? blue. 5) How long is your hair? too long. 6) Are you good looking? fuckkkk. no. 7) Last movie you watched? ugh. girl, interrupted. 8) Who were you with? myself. 10) Last thing you drank? water. 11) When was the last time you had your heart broken? TONIGHT. i thought it would never happen. i live, i learn. 12) Who came over last? meeee. 13) Are you happy right now? no. i am incredibly sad. 14) What did you say last? eh, i'll talk to you online. 15) Where is your phone? near me. 16) What color are your eyes? shit brown. 17) Are you left-handed? nope. i'm not special cool like that. 18) Spell your name without vowels: stphn 19) Do you have any pets? yes. MILTON:] best male ever. 20) Favorite Vacation? near the OCEAN. damn. 21) What do you dislike currently? love. 22) What are you listening to? saosin. 23) If you could have one thing right now what would it be? love. rough. 24) What is your favorite scent? lilacs. nice. i need a candle that smells like that for my room. i'm buying that tommorrow. i neeeeeeed to smoke now, fuck. 25) Who makes you happiest? honestly? no one. 27) When is your birthday? labor day. 28) Who has the same phone as you? FUCKKK. 29) Last time you went swimming in a pool?ugh. i don't care. 30) Do you read your horoscope? not lately. i use to though. 31) Where was the last place you bought something? arbys. 32) How do you feel about your hair right now? ihateithateithateit. i hate fucking everything. 33) Do you bite your nails? yes. excessively. it doesn't matter anymore. 34) Do you have any expensive jewelery? no. i hate jewlery. 35) What is it? ugh. fuck. 36) Myspace or facebook? facebook, normally. 37) How fast have you driven a car? hmmm 90-100. 38) Have you ever smoked? i need to, as of rightttt fucking now. 39) What was or is your favorite subject in school? my favorite issssss basic writing. 40) Do you have Verizon? no. i should. i really fucking should. 41) What type of boy or girl do you usually fall for? horrible ones. 42) Do you have any hidden talents? i type extremely fast. 43) Favorite Song? hmm i can tell-saosin. 44) Do you like to sing at all? i sing loud, and horrible. and i am proud. 45) Dream Job? NURSE. fuckingg yeah. 46) Where does most of your family live? michigan. 47) Are you an only child or do you have siblings? one bro. 48) Would you consider yourself to be spoiled? nope. 49) What was the first thing you thought when you woke up? i thoughttt i need to find my bra. 50) Do you drink? i should. 51) Know any other languages? nope. i'm lame. 52) Ever write a coded message? yes. 53) Have you ever been IN a wedding? nope. weddings BOMB. never fucking get married. ever. 54) Do you have any children? no. 55) Did you take a nap today? nope. 56) Who has the same birthday as you? i know sean does. 57) Ever met anyone famous before? semi. 58) Do you want to be famous one day? nope. 59) Any Pet Peeves? yes. 60) Are you multitasking right now? no. 61) Do you like Britney Spears? kinda. i feel bad for her. 62) What is your least favorite chore? ummm. i don't know. i'm not picky. 63) Last place you drove your car? school. and back home. 64) Ever been out of the country? no. 65) Where were you born? MI. 66) Could you handle being in the military? i won't lie, no. 67) What is your average cell phone bill? idk. 68) Who are you thinking about right now? ugh. lots. 69) When was the last time you laughed REALLY hard? last night. 70) How many pairs of shoes do you own? plenty. 71) Are your toes always painted? nope. 72) How many piercings do you have? zero. 74) Have you ever been gambling? yeah. i'm so unlucky. lame. 75) When is the last time you updated your page? today. 76) Do you like rollercoasters? yeah. 77) Have you ever been to disneyland or world? yes. 78) Do you have a favorite cartoon character? mmm. nope. 80) How's the weather? chilly, but nice. 81) Do you e-mail? yes. 82) What's the stupidest thing you ever did with your cell phone? have my ex pay for it. 83) Last time you were sick? august. 84) What states have you lived in? michigan.wisconsin. and now wyoming. 85) Do you wish you could move? i did move. but i would move again. 86) Do you take all the QuizPoxdotcom quizzes? nope. 87) What is your dream car? i want a fucking truck. 88) Have you ever wanted someone you can't have? yes. 89) If you could be anywhere right now where would it be? i don't know anymore. 90) Are you happy with your life? i'm happy with who i am.
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  • but i'm still caged inside.

    by cellardoor08 on September 26, 2008
    Say something to the fourth person on your top: eh, i don't have much to say. What was the last reason you were mad? eh, homework. Where is your cellphone? up above me. Where do you want to go? i want to gooo wherever my mom is right now. What time did you go to sleep last night? around one or two. i couldn't sleep. lame. What are you doing next weekend? eh. Have you ever been given an engagement ring? ick, no. When was the last time you talked to your best friend(s)? today. Where is your best friend(s)? M.I. Have you done anything embarrassing lately? probably while driving. i tend to sing obnoxiously loud. Dark hair or light hair in the opposite sex? eh, either. What was your dream about last night? usually about me cheating on my boyfriend:X How often do you drive? everyday. Do you have a facebook? yessir. Are you currently frustrated with a girl? i am frustrated with all girls, usually. Are you currently frustrated with a boy? always. Do you miss anyone? indeed. How is your hair right now? messy. long. i need a hair cut. What is tomorrow? FRIDAY. but i have class, work from 4-10. so, not TGIF. What are you doing later? homework, probably. lame. Where was your default picture taken? breakwall. Can you play guitar hero? i suck at that. Last time you walked further than a block? TODAY. Name someone that made you laugh today? ajay:] lol. If you could move somewhere else, where would it be? OCEAN. Ever been kissed under fireworks? yes. Do you believe ex's can be friends? i try. they don't. Do you prefer to call or text? text, sometimes. How do you feel about diet dr pepper? eh. Where is your biological father right now? apartment. Where are you at right now? brothers. What bed did you sleep in last night? mine. What was the last thing someone bought for you? eh. i don't know. When is your birthday? 9.5. Who was the last person you took a picture of besides yourself? no idea. Was yesterday better than today? eh, no. Can you go a day without tv? i usually do. What are you listening to? brand new. Are you mad about anything? YEAH. Do you think relationships are ever really worth it? naah. i try. i try. i try. Last time you slept over somebody's house? long, long, time ago. When was the last time you were extremely disappointed? obviously just a little while ago. What should you be doing right now? HOMEWORK. Is anything bothering you right now? YES. yes. yes. Are you a bad influence? no. Night out or night in? night in. What could you not go without during the day? water. Would you share a drink with a stranger? well, if you think i'm that stupid, then sure. Who was the last person you visited in the hospital? grandmother. Are you more of a water or alcohol drinker? water. Have you ever thrown shoes on a telephone wire? no. What does the last text message in your inbox say? idk. How do you feel about your life right now? exhausting. How many times have you been pulled over by the police? three. maybe four. Do you hate anyone? one person. Will you have a valentine for the year 2009? noooo. Anyone upset you lately? yes. Last person you called? mommy. Can you easily tell if someone is fake? if i could, i wouldn't be so disappointed. What are you going to do next? HOMEWORK.
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  • hold on, hold on, hold on.

    by cellardoor08 on September 21, 2008
    Who was your last call from and what was it about? hmm. britt. and to talk about him COMING HERE. Is there a member of the opposite gender on your mind? well, now. yeah. What do you wish you were good at? making decisions. What mood are you in? I AM SO FUCKING TIRED. exhausted. Do you miss anybody? yes. obviously. Are you growing apart from someone close? i suppose, yeah. i usually always am. Where was your default pic taken? breakwall. Have you ever liked anyone on your top friends? i do. Do you have a facebook? yeah. i like it much better. Is there anybody you wish you could kill? yes. What will you be doing at 9 tonight? i will be hopefully watching speed racer without falling asleep. When is the last time you cried? yesterday. What is your favorite sport? hm. i tend to like watching boxing. Do you have a best friend? yeah. Are you dating the person you text the most? yes. Is there anyone you hate? yes. one. Do you like country music? it's allright. i don't listen to it much though. Do you like tattoos and piercings? i don't have any myself, but yeah, i like them. Do you like someone? yeah. How much are you on the phone daily? eh, not much. not as much as i really should be. i don't have the time. Are you in a good mood? kinda. sad, kinda. Do you love your life? it's allright. it will get better. Where did you get the shirt you're wearing from? renee. Who cleans your room? me. What kind of phone do you have? ericson. Do your parents like your number one? yeah. Who do you trust with EVERYTHING? no one. usually my mom though. Are you living a lie? no. Sometimes, do you wish you were someone else? never. Who was the last person that left you a comment? kaisa? Did you kiss or hug anyone today? nope. Who made you laugh last? hmm. idk. What will you be doing in 3 hours? SLEEPING, probably. What were you doing at 1 AM? last night? I was sleeping. i had to be awake in like four hours, so obviously. What is your background on your phone? my cat
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  • i'm changing everything, 'cause you won't be there

    by cellardoor08 on September 21, 2008
    What is one thing you would love to happen tomorrow? have cute guy come back to my workplace, hah. that is horrible, just awful. What does the 4th text message in your inbox say? it's a long message. from a best friend. Do you bite your fingernails? yeah. i'm working on that. Do you like Mexican food? love it. Did anyone keep something from you? of course. Are you hungry? no, but i could still go for something to eat. Are you tanned? kinda. Do you have unlimited texting? yeah. What are you looking forward to in the next month? eh, not much. paydays! :] haha. OH! BOYFRIEND! is coming. duh. haha. Do you believe everything happens for a reason? yes. i do. When is the last time you talked to number 1 on your top friends? today. What happened at 10:00 am yesterday? i thinkkk i was running chores. or at school. Is your family just a bundle of fun? haha. NO. How many hours did you sleep last night? fiveish. fourish. ugh. where is your sister right now? i have no sister. What jewelery are you wearing? none. i'm not a fan of jewelry unless it represents something. Do you drink tea? mm. not lately. Have you ever wanted something you couldn’t have? yeah. Have you ever in any way, been betrayed by someone you trust? yes, yes, yes. Why are you single? i'm not. What's the greatest thing that happened to you today? i left work and took a four hour nap. that was incredible. How many friends do you tell everything to? ZERO. i don't tell everything to anyone. Would you rather get up early or sleep in? SLEEP IN. but i tend to get up early on my own lately. Tell me about the shirt you're wearing? it's pink and nice and soft. What's on your bedroom floor right now? wrappers, dvds, clothes, way too much. Are your toe nails painted pink? nope. What do you currently hear? taking back sunday. Has a boy put their arm around you in the past five days? mm. yeah. Would you rather be mad or sad? well, i'd rather be mad. Does it take a lot to make you cry? lately, yeah. When were you last outside? an hour ago to walk here. Name one fear you have? to fail in life. ugh. i will do ANYTHING to accompish what i want to. really. i am so determined. Is your bra pink? nope. How many kids do you want? i would LOVE three or four, but in all actuallity, i will probably only have one. What's your favorite color to wear? i like to wear black or blue. Who was the last person in your bedroom? mmm. daddy:] Name 3 people that made you smile yesterday? cute guy. mommy. and boyfriend. What were you doing at 8 am this morning? at work. What were you doing 30 minutes ago? HOMEWORK. What is your favorite board game? i love, love, love monopoly. What is the last thing you said aloud? 'history, history! look at me!' What is the best ice cream flavor? mm. i love peanut butter. What are you wearing right now? sweats and shirt. What was the last thing you ate? ice cream. When was the last time you ran? mm. thursday. Who is the last person you sent a message to on myspace? jeremy. Ever go camping? duh. Have you ever lost anything down a toilet? yeah. dumb. Do you use smiley faces on the computer a lot? yes. Do you drink your soda from a straw? nah. What did your last text message say? 'i know'. he doesn't know. not in the least. Are you someone's best friend? i suppose, yeah. What are you doing tomorrow? work.
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  • milton, milton, milton.

    by cellardoor08 on September 17, 2008
    ne: Who are your last 4 texts from? boyfriend. two: Where was your default picture taken? breakwall. three: What's your middle name? nicole. four: Whats your current favorite color? blue, always. it never changes. five: Does your crush like you back? yes. byt i would not call it a crush. six: What is your current mood? blah. seven: When is your birthday? september fifth. it came and passed. it was a good birthday though. eight: What color shirt are you wearing? pink. nine: If you were going on a Reality TV show, which one would it be? um. i wouldn't. but the real world. ten: Are you imagining anyone naked right now? johnny depp. james macavoy. always in my mind, lol. eleven: Did you ever sneak into an R rated movie? haha. no. i never had to. i never went to a movie theater where they actually cared. twelve: Ever had a near death experience? yeah. thirteen: Something you do a lot? drive, drive, homework. fourteen: Do you regret anything? nope. fifteen: Do you want to see somebody right now? yes. sixteen: how many piercings? cero. seventeen: When was the last time you cried? last night. eighteen:Where was the last place you traveled to? i suppose here. nineteen: Where is your mom? in michigan. twenty: What are you listening to? black balloon. twenty-one: American Pie or Superbad? both are great. twenty-two:What's your biggest fear? FAILURE. twenty-three: Where is your ex? hell if i know. twenty-four: Would you ever take one of your ex's back? never, never, never. twenty-five: What did you do last night? homework. twenty-six: What was the first thing you said this morning? um. i'm trying to SLEEP. twenty-seven: Speak any other languages? SPANISH. i wish i could speak french. twenty-eight: Whats your favorite smell? i love lilac. twenty-nine: do you like to sleep naked? if i can. thirty: Have you ever been kissed in the rain? yes=) thirty-one: Do you like rain? yeah. thirty-two: What are you thinking about right now? ugh. too much. thirty-three: What should you be doing right now? not much, anymore. thirty-four: Whats your favorite memory? summers. thirty-five What are you listening to? black balloon. thirty six: When was the last time you whispered? no idea. thirty-seven: Who was the last person you yelled at? BOYFRIEND. thirty-eight: Who have you been friends with longest? renee. thirty-nine: who is the last person you said i love you to? boyfriend. forty: Who is the last person that made you smile? my cattttt.
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