well right now.. im bloody confused about how the hell im supposed to really fall in love with this guy.. because of our religious differences... and if i cant be with him because of that.. it will totally suck.. because you know what?? this guy that i like is one of the few guys out there who look at women because they're beautiful... and not because he wants to eat them. and thats what i respect about this guy. sure he's handsome and yeh he's well-to-do in life, but he's not pig-headed about it. and its great to know that he doesnt just want to umm... "eat" me hahahahaha thats the main thing. he likes me for me!