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  • honestly...

    by Kayla_willkillyou on March 28, 2007
    ha i think i figured out the whole time zone shit lolz. so yea.. its pretty amusing how often ppl on here tend to forget the purpose of this site and use it to throw blows at one another for personal music interest and opinions. this site is here for people to find out the meaning of a song theyre wondering about and to share your personal meanings to songs with others. this is not www.LetsBeAssholesCuzWeAlldontLikeTheSameMusic.net yea i just had to get that off my mind.. ive been holding that in for a while. good day.
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  • Face Down by RJA

    by Kayla_willkillyou on March 13, 2007
    Unfortunetly, I can relate to this song in ways that I wish I couldn't. This song means a lot to me. The song gives me strength..and also makes me cry. It brings back harsh memories I wish I could forget.. About a year ago I was with this guy and things were going pretty good untill one night he lost control. He hit me and pushed me around and was laughing the entire time. I kept telling him to stop...but he wouldn't. "Cover up with make up in the mirror tell yourself it's never gonna happen again you cry alone and then he swears he loves you." ^^thats exactly what I was going through. Then the song says, "Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?" and I think it made him feel good because he would laugh as he pushed me around. "Face down in the dirt she says, this doesn't hurt she says I finally had enough.." ^^thats exactly how it was. It only happened one time because I'd be damned it I ever let him lay a hand on me again. So about a week after that I dumped him. [Then he got mad at me for dumping him so he told his best friend that he was gonna come kill me..so my rents called the police..they gave him a warning..blah blah blah..i havent talked to him ever since... The End] I never used to be able to talk about what happened, but I feel that my story can give strength to other girls that are in the same situation that I was in. No one deserves to be treated like that. But I can try to put that in the past because now im with my boyfriend Nathan and we've been together for five months. I've never been happier in my entire life
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  • time zone?

    by Kayla_willkillyou on March 13, 2007
    hah what time zone is Ohio in? right now i have it for AET but thats not right b/c it says its 3:34pm but it's actually 11:34am... help!
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  • heh?

    by Kayla_willkillyou on March 13, 2007
    eh im pretty new to this site.. so im still trying to figure out how things work. :/
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