Would you want me when I'm not myself? Wait it out while I am someone else? Exactly how I feel right now... in more ways than one. Change is something I cannot stop or control. I do think we need change in our lives, I just don't like change when it means I lose something important or valuable to me. The logics of life suck. I hope for the best to come out of this. Leave the light on, I'll never give up on you.

Right now I'm sitting with the television on, but it's on mute because I'd rather sit here and listen to music and find meanings behind different people's words. That's one of my favourite things to do. I love connecting with songs, and the way these artists put out their feelings because I often have felt the same at one time or another, but it blows my mind how they can just put it down on paper and it makes so much more sense than how I thought of it in my head. I love it.