sometimes i feel a little like a emo or goth or whatever but you couldn't tell from just looking at me i mean outside prep inside totaly twisted like some days i just ish the world would stop just for a day just to keep going while nobody else is or somedays i just wish they were all dead. just gone no more and other days i wish i was dead just gone no one would miss me who would care so i''ve been seriously exploring goth and what it means to people all over the world but i'm kida just torn between lifes the life of sparkles and glamour or the life of darkness and suicidel depressness but for some reason i want that life i love that life i can't life function witout just wondering but what the hellbeing prepy is hard and it's just not me at all i hate pink hell my last name is black and all the branches off from my name are black my dad commited fuckin' suicide and he like messed me up not to that point but i think about it alot but that had to do with his demons my demons are tottaly twisted and are not sure what they want me so do so right now im kind emoprepgothplum mix and i can't help it no one can not even my therapist an dyes i have a therapist yes every one should

> > >THIS IS THE HOTT TEST....HOW HOTT R U? > > > >GET A PIECE OF PAPER AND NUMBER IT 1-11 (NO CHEATING) SEE YOUR RESULTS > >AT THE END OF THE TEST. > > > >WHEN YOU SEND IT ON PUT YOUR SCORE IN THE SUBJECT BAR. > > > >WHAT SHADE OF HAIR DO YOU HAVE? > > > >a) Dark > >b) Light > >2. OUT ON A DATE WOULD YOU WANT TO: > > > >a) Go to a party > >b) Go out to eat > > > >3. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE COLOR OUT OF: > > > >a) Baby-Pink > >b) Yellow > >c) Baby-Blue > >d) Turquoise > > > >4. PICK YOUR FAVOURITE HOBBY OUT OF: > > > >a) Talking > >b) Dancing > >c) Taking Long Walks > > > > > >5. IF YOU COULD PICK A STORE OUT OF THE FOLLOWING, WHICH WOULD IT BE? > > > >a) Louie Vuitton > >b) Coach > >c)against all odds? > > > >6. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE PLACE OUT OF THE FOLLOWING? > >a) Hawaii > >b) London > >c) Florida > > > >7. IN THE SUMMER WOULD YOU RATHER GO TO: > > > >a) The Beach > >b) Somewhere Cooler > > > >8. WHAT IS YOUR BIRTHDAY MONTH? > >a) J anuary > >b) February > >c) March > >d) April > >e) May > >f) June > >g) July > >h) August > >i) September > >j) October > >k) November > >l) December > > > >9. WOULD YOU RATHER: > > > >a) Chill at home > >b) Go out with friends > >10. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE INSTRUMENT OUT OF: > > > >a) Guitar > >b) Bass guitar > >c) Drums > >d) The Triangle > > > >11) NAME A PERSON OF THE OPPOSITE GENDER > > > > > >====NOW MAKE A WISH!==== > >*-* > >*--* > >*---* > >*----* > >*-----* > >*------* > >*-------* > >*--------* > >*---------* > >*----------* > >*-----------* > >*------------* > >*-------------* > >*--------------* > >*---------------* > >*----------------* > >*-----------------* > >*------------------* > >*-------------------* > >*--------------------* > >*---------------------* > >*----------------------* > >*-----------------------* > >*------------------------* > >*-------------------------* > >*--------------------------* > >*---------------------------* > >*----------------------------* > >*-----------------------------* > >*------------------------------* > >*-----------------------------* > >*----------------------------* > >*---------------------------* > >*--------------------------* > >*-------------------------* > >*------------------------* > >*-----------------------* > >*----------------------* > >*---------------------* > >*--------------------* > >*-------------------* > >*------------------* > >*-----------------* > >*----------------* > >*---------------* > >*--------------* > >*-------------* > >*------------* > >*-----------* > >*----------* > >*---------* > >*--------* > >*-------* > >*------* > >*-----* > >*----* > >*---* > >*--* > >*-* > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >*****!!!!!*STOP*!!!!!***** > > > >**ANSWERS** > > > > > > > >1. a. dark= sexy [5points] > >b. light = sweet [2 points] > > > >2. a. go to a party = playful [2 points] > >b. go out to eat = romantic [5 points] > > > >3. a. baby-pink = cute [2] > >b. yellow = loud [3] > >c. baby-blue = cool [5] > >d. turquoise = sexy [5] > >4. a. Talking = active [2] > >b. Dancing = determined [2] > >c. Taking Long Walks = daring [5] > > > >5. a. Louie Vuitton = tasteful [7] > >b. Coach = laid back [2] > >c. Againt all odds? = stylish [5] > > 6. a. hawaii = you like being around > >people [2] > >b. L.. You are quiet, and like the > >cold [2] > >c. florida = You like to party! [5] > > 7. a. beach = tan, likes the sun [5] > >b. somewhere cooler = pale and original [2] > >8. a. January = popular [5] > >b. February = lovely [2] > >c. March = rebellious [5] > >d. April = playful [5] > >e. May = happy [5] > >f. june = chills a lot [5] > >g. July = smooth [3] > >h. August = fun [5] > >i. September = quiet [2] > >j. October = out-going [3] > >k. November = pimpin' it [5] > >l. December = warm [3] > > > >9. a. home = quiet, romantic [5] > >b. go out with friends =crazy [5] > >10. a. guitar = eye-catching [5] > >b. bass-guitar = mellow [2] > >c. Drums = crazy [5] > > d. Triangle = simple [2] > > > >11. This person will fall in LOVE with you! > > > >SCORES!!!! > >UP TO 17= LOUSY GET A LIFE MAN > >18-20=OKAY > >21-35 = Rather HOTT > >36+ =REAAAAAAAALLLLLLY HOTT... SEXY !! > > > > > > NOW SEND THIS IN THE NEXT 2 > >MINUTES TO EVERY ONE ON YOUR LIST > >AND YOU WILL HAVE GOOD LUCK WITH > >YOURR ANSWER FOR NUMBER 11 >

At last a guy has taken the time to write this all down Finally , the guys' side of the story. ( I must admit , it's pretty good.) We always hear ' the rules ' From the female side. Now here are the rules from the male side. These are our rules! Please note.. these are all numbered '1' ON PURPOSE! 1. Men are NOT mind readers. 1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up , put it down. We need it up , you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down. 1. Sunday sports It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be. 1. Shopping is NOT a sport. And no , we are never going to think of it that way. 1. Crying is blackmail. 1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it! 1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question. 1. Come to us with a problem only if you want help solving it. That's what we do. Sympathy is what your girlfriends are for. 1. A headache that lasts for 17 months is a Problem. See a doctor. 1. Anything we said 6 months ago is inadmissible in an argument. In fact , all comments become null and void after 7 Days. 1. If you won't dress like the Victoria 's Secret girls , don 't Expect us to act like soap opera guys. 1. If you think you're fat , you probably are. Don't ask us. 1. If something we said can be interpreted two ways and one of the ways makes you sad or angry , we meant the other one 1. You can either ask us to do something Or tell us how you want it done. Not both. If you already know best how to do it , just do it yourself. 1. Whenever possible , Please say whatever you have to say during commercials. 1. Christopher Columbus did NOT need directions and neither do we. 1. ALL men see in only 16 colors , like Windows default settings. Peach , for example , is a fruit , not A color. Pumpkin is also a fruit. We have no idea what mauve is. 1. If it itches , it will be scratched. We do that. 1. If we ask what is wrong and you say 'nothing , ' We will act like nothing's wrong. We know you are lying , but it is just not worth the hassle. 1. If you ask a question you don't want an answer to , Expect an answer you don't want to hear. 1. When we have to go somewhere , absolutely anything you wear is fine... Really . 1. Don't ask us what we're thinking about unless you are prepared to discuss such topics as baseball , the shotgun formation , or golf. 1. You have enough clothes. 1. You have too many shoes. 1. I am in shape. Round IS a shape! 1. Thank you for reading this. Yes , I know , I have to sleep on the couch tonight; But did you know men really don't mind that? It's like camping. Pass this to as many men as you can - to give them a laugh. Pass this to as many women as you can - to give them a bigger laugh.

whta the fuck i can't take this lets just call the annoying kid one is sitting next to me and i can't freaking concentrate on anything and know therer singing badly except for Zach he's acutally good annoying kid one fuck off:)

okay so here again just getting off IM. Life is not easy when your trying to figure otu what guy to crush on. okay so if you read thsi email thsi guy keeg heres his email clarkkeeg@gmail.com just do it kay so any way this girl who goes on songmeaning who is lastest journal her name wishingforyou okay this girl has a seriously tragic love life first the guy tells him I LOVE YOU THEN he's like he totally head over hills in love with this girl named gemma or something and the he just leaves the girl like totally messed up in the head and thats just tragicf tragic dude can you believe that that is toatlly freaking meassed up dude cath you lat tragic :(

:)life is not going that great i mean yeah i have friends head cheerleader popular fashionable but i just get tried the only way i can vent is by well doing this online were nobody really know were are who you are confused by your outter self that's why i wrote this poem: Reality the reality of life is your not goning to be popular in the real world the brutal world beyond all of your wonders and thats were i want to be a place were you can recreate yourself a place were nobodys knows about how popular or cool you were in school thereal world is the place for me but the problem is i have six years before i can get out there kay so i emprovised at the end who cares :(

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