Hey everyone!! How's life out there for ya? Life has treated me fairly in the past but now... wow... it's not so good!! Maybe it's just cuz i'm in my teenage years so it feels as if EVERYTHING is going wrong. Like everything got turned upside down. Music....Of course this is a musical site. So how can we not talk about music. Music is what pretty much gets me through my days... every day. I swear that if i didn't have it then i would NOT be here today. I would absolutely love to be in a band someday. Not just to be famous. But i love the music, i would love to be on a stage hearing people shout back my songs to me. Or just jumping up and down clapping and just enjoying that moment and time. Anywayz.. back to life. It pretty much sux azz right now. I've gone to counseling once in my 15 years of living. and i would not be suprised if i end up going back. I got caught in the eighth grade "cutting", if you will. It started out with me, of all the things we "cutters" can cut for, is being bored. And then of course i started to doing with being angry and frusterated. and pretty much all the time. if i didn't have anything to do. Don't know how many of you out there have this problem, but yeah it is a problem. A BIG PROBLEM. but enuf with my depressing life story. Keep on living everybody, and rocking out to that awesome kick azz music that's out there. If you feel like you don't belong in the world or that there is no purpose for you here. Just hold on, hold on to what you got, cuz i do believe that there is hope out there for people like us. Be glad (though I'm not all the time), that you wake up everyday that you do, that just means that you made it through one more hellish day, and hopefully that next one will be better!!!! Just because you hit rock bottom. Doesn't mean that you can't swim back to the surface.