You're drifting off to sleep
As I'm drifting off to sea
Dreaming deep below the currents
As I'm drowning bellowing undercurrents
Things are not what they seem
As I tear myself apart at the seam
I am what you see
You are what you feel
Today
Tomorrow
Yesterday
I wrote you every day
You write me and I fray
Each day, longer than it may
You hate my stupid love
I love your stupid hate
Maybe it's better that we break
But I say baby give me one more chance
Spare me a glance and you leave me entranced
You probably won't talk to me for a couple of days
And the thought of that makes me cry in so many ways
I probably won't show you this shit covered poem
Because it's not worth making you feel like shit
And you don't care anyway
That's what I do
I spend my life chasing after guys that are damned if I do
So why do I waste my time
On someone as beautiful as you
I should just move on
And you should too
But don't
Be as obsessed with me as I am with you
I got so sad that I ate too many chocolates and threw up all over the bathroom
I'm crazy
I love you so much you make me puke
So here's the worst poem ever
Written with all the love in my heart
Spewed with all the mania I call art

Yesterday (my muse)

Walking with memories
Most of them terrible
Aren't I tedious?
Holding the hand of fate
And gripping it until it squirms
I make the truth want to jump off a bridge
But I can't ever master a bridge
My fingers clumsy on the strings
You're right
And you hate it
I'm wrong
And I hate it
Funny how that works out
Are we laughing?
I can't tell
I don't know shit
But that's all I need to know
Shit
And you
I guess you're waiting for me to say
You ain't shit
But you know that ain't true
The truth is shit
You never want to believe it
All I want is you