"Human beings are funny. They long to be with the person they love but refuse to admit openly. Some are afraid to show even the slightest sign of affection because of fear. Fear that their feelings may not be recognized, or even worst, returned. But one thing about human beings puzzles me the most is their conscious effort to be connected with the object of their affection even if it kills them slowly within." -Sigmund Freud i wish i could get my heart to get it together. honestly, it's pulling in all directions and i can't afford to keep stitching and re-stitching. i don't want someone who's heart moves to the same rhythm. no, i'd just like a complimentary beat going on. i gotta stop watching those romantic comedies and reading those sappy quotations about love. i know it doesn't get me anywhere. "love is nothing more than an action" these days. some people are simply factories of love, but the actual (re)production is low. i need to be kinder. my nature is all wrong for the side worth fighting for. "i'm not your star. isn't that what you said? what you thought this song meant?" i wish i could just be replaced by a great revolutionary. i'm wasting all of the opportunity that i have been given. i'll do my best not to give up, but i'm the best bet to give up on.