Cold was my soul Untold was the pain I faced when you left me A rose in the rain.... So I swore to the razor That never, enchained Would your dark nails of faith Be pushed through my veins again

so yeah... dunno what im supposed to put in a journal entry so im just gonna put down why lifes a bitch ... lol bleh, so yeah.. you'd think that when you've known a girl for awhile and you can talk about anything with her and she kisses you on the cheek & neck that she likes you.. thats definately what i was hoping for. but yeah that's not what i get... i try'd to kiss her on the lips but she gives me a note and now she wont talk to me or look at me anymore.., i hope this is because her and her boyfriend arent doing to well (well.. that sounds wrong.. its not that i dont want them to do well... i just.. love her... and would do anything to be with her, and for her to be happy. and if he makes her happy then she should go with him even though i love her) so...yeah.. my current mood is not a happy one btw if anyone reads this, i really dun care im typin this because i just want to get it outta my head and maybe typin this shit out will help me out a lil bit.