I had a dream last night that he came up to me at school and told me he wanted me back. And i was sooo good! I just laughed and said "uh huh". Then I woke up and was like whoa wtf and went back to sleep. I had the exact same dream again.

Weird huh?

That never happens.

It really shook me up. Especially since I was just talking about how I don't even think about him before I go to sleep at night anymore, how I finally don't care. And then I just have to have that dream. Today on the way to lunch with friends I guess he passed by (with his ex) and my friend's all whats with him back with her & the whole car starts talking about if their fucking or not. I just stared straight ahead. I wanted to but i could not bring myself to look in their direction. I thought about him in math too. Gah, right back at the beginning. 

And I don't know if I should even start to rant about the rest of the boy situation...

I need a nap.

"I got the right to put up a fight
but not quite cause you cut off my light
But my sight is better tonight and I might
see you in my nightmare, oh well how did you get there
cause we were once a fairytale
But this is farewell"

Did you really think you had me wrapped around your finger?

Did you really think that all you had to do was call me baby and everything would be okay?

Did you really think that I would stick around when we were going absolutley nowhere?

Did you really think that I deserved that after how good i've been to you?

Well, looks like you thought wrong.

You lost the bet.