Well, I have a new boyyy (: He's amazing. Everything I could ask for and more. I'm afraid we might be moving a little fast but at the moment, I don't really care. We started talking, 4 days later we were making out the whole night and a week after that we were going out. Oh, & going to prom together this weekend. Fast, I know, but I really really like him. I still can't help but think about the past. I think I have a really big problem with that. I honestly can't even go to K's myspace with out my heart aching. B knows im with C. And if he doesn't well he's an idiot. K doesn't though. I really really need to get over them though. C's helping. ALOT. But i get this feeling and I know, I hurt K big time. And that kills me. Maybe thats why I feel this way. Cause he didn't deserve that. God, why do i do that! I'm terrible. Maybe one dayyy.... no. I shouldn't even think about that. Should I tell K everything? That would probably only make things worse. Well, goodnight. "trees sway, seasons change and so did my heart we bend ‘til we break and then we fall apart you made your point and i rest my case my dear, you’re just a little bit too late"