These past few days are the best ones i've had in a while (: Thursday: Brothers baseball game with Kel & B. When Kel left it was just me & B talking. Just like old times. I felt like I had the old B back. The one who didnt have to act like a dick towards me around his friends. Friday: Supposed to hang out with K but he had some family issues and R was being dumb & C didn't wanna drive so I was bummed. But it ended up being really bomb. I hung out with my girls which i haven't done in so long and R&M came over. Those boys are so fun to hang out with. I think they were there till 4 in the morning. Saturday: Went shopping with Kel, Steph, K & C. Oh my lord sooo fun (: K kissed me on the top of the head. It was pretty cute. Saturday Night: Hung out with a bunchhh of people & had a pretty bomb night and ended up staying up all night playing guitar hero with kay. & Sunday: I slept alll dayyy & did minimal studing for finals. Speaking of I should probably start doing that right now. Well see ya! I really like K (:

I: Feel like I've been burning the candle from both ends. Miss my big brother and im scared for him cause he graduates soon. Miss my cousins. Dont want to grow up. Wish B cared about me the way he cared about her. (But he never has and never will) Wish I could actually for once get over B. Miss my iPod. Wish I had a better job so i could get more money to pay for and iPod & Phone. Am sick of annoying people. Am in the mood to meet new ones. Want to see K. Want my grades to be higher. I Also: Love my Life, my Friends, & my Family. & am happy to be alive. Even with alll that negitive, there is positive.