I havn't done this for a while. And I feel i'm due. Thing havn't been too bad. I'm still pretending like this whole V thing doesn't bother me. It shouldn't. I knew he wasn't a good thing. But i'm dumb. I kinda miss J. Oh well. I have a problem with getting over things that are definitely in the past. Well last night, me & B put everything out on the table. And we basically agreed we both liked eachother but wouldn't want to go back out and if we hung out & hooked up then there wouldn't be any strings attached. He's all "i'm looking forward to that." haha dork. (: That boy I said i met, we've been talking, ALOT (: He's sweet at heart. He kinda tries to be all bad ass sometimes and im like dude, you dont have to do that to impress me. He likes me i like him & we're hanging out this friday (: See ya!

The past 48 hours have probably been the best of my life. Say Anthing concert last night: AMAZING. Went crowd surfing. Out of body experience. And I sure didn't mind the cute security guard that caught me (: Met a boy last saturday. A nice boy (: We have an inside joke that we're gunna do a B&E and im gunna steal him a lamborgini. And today he told me he wanted a coke machine, an ice box, a t.v, and a pretty girl for the inside. I told him I could find the pretty girl but not the rest. And he pretty much told me that he wants me to be the pretty girl & fuck the car. Made me laugh (: Well thats all for now. More details later? Goodnight. oh, & i got his number (:

Wow. This past week, week & a half has been nothing but interesting. Manyyyy ups and downs. I can't decide which one more of so for right now i'll go with equal. It's amazing how much one girl can learn in such a short period of time. Boys, beware. V:gone, think hes back with his ex girlfriend. I knew he was still in love with her. He practically told me. I should of seen it coming but i was blinded. Oh well, hes probably happier anyways. J:doesnt talk to me. We were both the same place same time, didnt look at me & all he said was "excuse me" Seems to be dealing just fine though. I heard hes talking to his ex again. The one that cheated on him last time & tried to get him to break up with me to go back out with her when we first started going out. I hope she is a little wiser now. B: You're not going to believe. One of my really good guy friends told me that B was going to "Go after that shit hard." Shit refering to me. Needless to say i was pissed. And to top it all of. I think that 2 more of my best guy friends are hitting on me too. Greaattt. In a lighter sense, Next week is going to be 100000000000 times better. I get my Permit, i get paid, im going to a concert, and i get a new phone & more texting. Yeahh baby, its looking good. I think that starting tomorrow, im going to be a new person. A more wiser, brighter, more-outgoing person. Oh, hardworking too. I need to bring those grades up! Well goodnightt.