Oh Cory, why did you get to go see Rise Against and meet all the members? You suck, man. But I HATE YOU! Nah, I still love you. I just envy you BIG TIME, right now.

Dear Caleb, Would you like to go out with me?! I 've liked you for as long as I can remember. You've possessed me in every way and I'm in love with you ;.; *CRY CRY* ;.; I CANT TAKE IT ANY LONGER! I LLLLOOOOOOVVVEEEEEE HIM =< I have for the past 4 or 5 yrs. Damn me and my shy-ness o_O...and what's even better is that he's graduating very soon. I feel like I could just go cry..and cry for a LONG time. I never was able to say anything, cause I feared what he would say. Like...I would tell him that I really liked him, but he wouldnt like me in that way...just fear of rejection. And he's JUST NOW deciding to let me know that he really likes me and has for the past, what? 4-5 years? and he's a senior. He's gonna be gone later this month...later this year he'll be gone for GOOD. To Oklahoma for college. I definitely feel like crying now. Why OH why did he have to wait till late in his senior year to tell me he likes me, wants to go out, and go to Prom with me ;_; FUCK!!!! I wanna see him more than anything now, but I cant cause he's in FL on some choir trip to Disneyworld. But I'll see him on monday...and then...well we'll see what happens. I really love him ;.; Though, at least I get the chance to share some time with him...even if it wasnt the whole 4-5 yrs. I would've rather spent one day that was the best of all, than have many days spent with him that didnt mean much...whatever. I'm gonna go be emo now and cry, for my life has just been scared for life. I certainly will miss him. ~I love you, Caleb Stump.

I JUST GOT A Wii! AND POKEMON DIAMOND/PEARL!!!!!!! *LUV*

Fraser is soooo damn hot. Whatever! I'm asking that dude to Prom!!!!!! I WILL DO IT! I MUST! IT'S MY DESTINY!

OH I AM PISSED NOW! I HAVE TO GO GET MY MNID OFF THIS! FUCK'EM ALL! I'M GONNA FRICKIN' KILL HIM!!!!!!! KILL KILL MURDER SLAUGHTER SLAY BUTCHER ROUT ERADICATE EXTERMINATE ELIMINATE ECT HIS FECKIN' ARSE! DAMN IT! FUCK SHIT FUCK SHIT SHIIIIITITY ;_______; MUST GET ANGER OUT ON SOMETHING OR SOMEONE FUUUCKZXVF sgf dfbdfgk jlfsgh GAH why am I saying this!? God! Life is so full of shit. But I suppose it would be boring if it wasnt. tch....I'm gonna regret saying this later. This anger is only temporary. *breathe in and out in and out...* -.- okay. FUCK!!!!!!ANGRY SONG NOW! *turns to Disturbed* Hmm this jthought just crossed my mind...people always question "what is the meaning of life?" Well there is no meaning, we govern our own lives and decide what to do with them. The choices and courses we make/take effect the outcomes. Well that was a random thought. Luckily, it helped me calm down...a wee ounce. ARGH ;-; okay, well since I'm better for now it's time to watch DUN DUNDUNDDUNUNDIUNUDN DOOBIE...Requiem for a dream~ yay. o_o;

I DONT GET THIS FUCKING SHIT! THIS AINT SUPPOSE TO BE THIS WAY. MYSPACE IS SO ADDICTING. I hate the place but you cant seem to ever get enough of it. Gods. -.-

I CALLED HER ON THE PHONE AND SHE TOUCHED HERSELF!

WILL YOU SUPPORT THE REVOLUTION!? yes self, I shall. oh my gawd, rly!? RLY! OTAY! CREATIVITY IS GUSHING OUTTA HIS ARSE! ohshitohshitohshitohshit, NO SHIT! yay! That was fairly random, like all of them. moobs!!!! Lol. hee hee. Myspace is lame. Yeah. I cant seem to stop making crazy colourful bracelets of rainbows and stuffs. EWWWWWWWWW!!! OMMFG! Next tuesday and wednesday, the almighty gay Michigan Merit Exam will be forced upon our poor souls of the goddamnsmhimmayt CUPLUTH 11th graders. Mookie. I'm so skippin' school on Friday. We'll all be effin' braindead and tested out so we cant come to school. Lame! I hate school. I do good at it yet I hate it's guts. Guts being everything in the school: the nasty books, the new school itself which functions like a 100 yr old skool, the goddamn desks, and those terrible chairs that murder your ass and make it feel like you have no ass after sitting on it for an hour and a half because it's so damn sore. ;-; Enough whinging. *skips* So yeah. It's 10:01PM!!!!! HOLY SCROOGOBOPOLISMUTHAFUNKER oh jeezy off the heezy! what the fuck, you are so lame. I need some sleep. omg if it's SCREW! 10:02 here that means it's EXACTLY 3:02AM in Ireland. Ireland is teh bomb3rz. I bombs you. WTFOMG. This girl on msn wont leave me alone. NO! I'm not a noob in EoFF anymore cause I've been there for a LONG time now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!you noob! get ahold of yourself! LITERALLY! GRAB YOUR BALLS AND DO SOMETHING WITH 'EM! weee~ now I really need to go eat and rest. ._____________. omg Neal

That was pretty random...hmmm. Well~ Today started as any normal day until Forensics. Go figure. SCREW! That class has it coming for me everyday...well the whole class, no doubt. Once again, Caleb and Miguel were distracting as they always are. *sigh* now I have a damn research paper to get written before tomorrow. B) FAIL! Shouldn't be complain' though. They are the two most funniest bastards in the school. Plus, I was milling around anyways >.> playing GODDAMN THING THING ARENA 2!!!! PISS! It's so addicting. I should shoot Neal for getting me so into it, but hell, at least it takes my mind off other shit..................temporarily. OMG AARDVARK. I hate it when people are all like talkin' and one person goes: "blah blah blah" then the other person says "blah blah" back then finally they say "So I says to him...blah blah." Well that probably didn't make that much sense, but meh. Just the fact that they said "I 'says' " WHY do they have to say it like that! or I....omg. Whatever. la la la~ Burt Renyolds. Hee hee. Yeah. I'm bored and not in the "creative zone." What a......thing. I have no idea. See!? NOT IN THE ZONE! fo'shaw. I luv Irish. OOMFG, I LOVE NEAL.

lol n00b.