ive relized whats the point anymore? all this sadness over a boy who treats me like shit i think to myself "how stupid am i?" then i get it in my head that im over him and try to be strong i see him and... ....i just melt just friends then friends lead into being friendlier then friendlier leads into dating then dating leads to misery then misery leads to breaking up then breaking up leads to friends and the chain just keeps going this has been going on about 8 times every year for about 4 years im gonna get over him no matter what it takes i dont want to be miserable and go through this shitty cycle fot the rest of my life grr