just 2 more days!, tomorrow and thursday and school is over, yes, i cant wait, for this great summer to begin, there is so much to look forward to, me and swan, music, all of that i have been leaving entries about for a wile, lol i am going to miss seeing her everyday at school no matter what, but i hope we can make up for that and try to see each other everyday we can, it is going to be so cool, i cant wait, we could finally do all we have wanted to do and really this is going to be teh next chapter in me and her life and our relationship, i really look forward to it all, and our music can finally get started on, all we have been wanting to, man i cant wait, lol, i know i keep saying i cant wait, but thats because it is true,lol, yeah, man baby, in my mind where my opinions and thoughts are always changing and uncertin, you are stable, and my love for you is, and i thank you for being that to me, to let me love you and for you to love me well this is the last entry of the year, what do you know

damn your so beautiful, you fill my dreams and fantasies, you skin feels good to the touch and we seem to melt together when your against me, and all i feel see and think is you yeah, you know getting with you are the home i needed, i use to sorta really dislike this place, and wish i was still in madera, but you made it better, i have forgotten all those feeling since i have gotten with you, now it doesnt matter where i am at, i dont care where i live, as long as you are there it is home to me, and i thank you for that

man, just one more short week and school is over for this year, man summer is so close, and the qotsa concert is that same day, man it will kick ass. man, a lot is on swan, a lot is always on her, i cant wait till the day she can get away from this burden on her, for it to be lifted. i can look at her and know in her mind she doesn't have the worry, that she can move on with her life. and i wish we got better oprotunities to let her express what is going on in her mind, it is good to let it out a bit and let it all out, but i understand that times like at school and stuff like that it is really hard to and it is just better to forget about it and not think about it, adn i understand that, but i hope she can get the time to let it out a bit, because it is just better for you to filter thoughts out and she should never worry about letting go on me, nothing she has on her mind is a burden for me, i mean i already worry about her, and i choose to because she realy does matter to me and you worry about things that matter to you well moving on for that for right now, lol man, i cant wait to start moving on with music, swan and me partner up so well, our combination is really going to be something else, i cant wait, man i am so excited man, next year i am going to miss having a class with my baby well i want to type a lot more,but i dont have time to, so next time i will put more stuff