Yeah, I've been listening to that ^^ for ages now. What a song. Ignore the fact that it's basically a regurgitated version of Losing My Edge, and DANCE. And I've completely fallen head over heels in love with Patrick Wolf. Bought Wind in the Wires at the weekend, and I haven't stopped listening to it. Especially the title track. "It's a sigh of wild electricity." Beautiful. Sorry for the incoherent previous entry. I was a bit tired and over-emotional. I'm OK now. I love the feeling when you listen to an album you haven't heard for a while, and you remember just how much you love it. That happened today with I'm Wide Awake, It's Morning by Bright Eyes. I also love when songs remind you of people. Of course, the people and the meanings change, but the songs MEAN something to you, and that is a wonderful thing indeed. Life is great for me at the moment, I really can't complain at all. Which makes me feel bad in a way. When I read the poetic way people put things in these journals, and their problems and what they have to deal with. Over and out. x

I love that song. I'm nearly crying. I don't like the way my emotions sometimes grab me by the throat and refuse to let go. Like, I'm so happy at the moment, everything is going great, but then that makes me think, "Well, the only way is down really, isn't it????" Which I shouldn't think. See, I can be an optimist through the tough times, but as soon as I get happy, I get all paranoid and think, "OH FUCK, OH FUCK, OH FUCK." And now, I'm happy. See? Over the course of five minutes, my mood changed. Sometimes I'm so fucking schizophrenic. I've got this gigantic pile of books to read in my room. It doesn't frighten me, it makes me happy. I miss my boyfriend so fucking much right now. But I'll see him Saturday, and we'll make up for lost time then, so that makes me happy. I could go on all night. But I won't. I've rambled a bit. It's cos I'm tired and a little emotionally unstable. I decided I DO like the Willy Mason album. Not as much as his first one, but I still like it lots. Peace out mofos. x

I'm not sure how I feel about the new Willy Mason album. It's a lot more downbeat than the first one. But just as beautiful. Yep, the date went as great as expected! And when he asked me out, I felt like the happiest and luckiest girl alive. It's a bit weird, the relationship thing. And the fact that we don't go to the same college sucks. I miss him so so so so much right now. So thank God for MSN and mobile phones :) But it made me appreciate long distance relationships a lot more. I know it's not the same, as he lives about half an hour away from me, but I can relate. Sucks though. I really don't like Sundays. The only thing that improves them is the fact Lost is on. I'm way too obsessed with that programme. And how funny is Anchorman???? Only got round to watching it today. Hilarious. Stay classy, San Diego. x

I tell you what, I read some journals and think, "God, why am I even bothering keeping a journal when people have real stuff going on in their lives and can phrase it all beautifully?" So there we are. Life's all good at the moment, no complaints at all. The friend of a friend? We're pretty much going out now :) College? Lots of work, but having fun, and learning so much stuff about the world. My friends? I've realised just how lucky I am. They're always there for me, always cheer me up, I always have fun with them. :) So, no complaints at all! Therefore, I don't really think there's any point in keeping a journal. BUT AH WELL. I guiltily admit that I'm quite enjoying the new Fall Out Boy album. Laterz. x

I AM IN LOVE WITH HOWLING BELLS RIGHT NOW. Their music's so sexy. Have to buy the album at the weekend. Life's gooooooood at the mo. The friend of a friend has just asked me out on a date next weekend, didn't see that coming.....even though my best friend (who is no longer pissing me off, we had words) predicted he would. And I'm nervous. Seeing as the last date I had went so so so so bad. But I thought of it this way. Seeing as the last guy I liked turned out to be such a fool, it paved the way for the new guy. Like my friend said, "Thank the silly bastard, he was doing you a favour." True. I don't really want to mention my friends' names in here, so I keep having to say, "my friend" so it makes me sound silly. I might go with initials. Yeah, look out for plenty of initials in my next entry! Friday tomorrow, hurrah! It's been a long week this week, it's sucked bad. But I've had fun, so it's not all bad. Night night. x