OH NO. I've completely jinxed myself. I say nothing happens to me, and then a lovely guy comes out of nowhere and charms me to the point of ridiculousness. I think I mentioned a friend of a friend who added me on MySpace a few days back. We've been talking so much this last few days, and doing some major flirting. And he's not the kind of guy I normally go for. Some might say he's pretty much a male version of myself. But dammit, I've never been so charmed by one guy EVER. I know I'm falling for him, I just know it. ARGH. And the guy I like, I'm sure there's sexual tension there. I'll be in the common room, and then he'll look as if he's about to come over and talk to me, but he never does. But hey, that's probably wishful thinking. I do that a LOT. Hugs and stars. x

Today was pretty damn uneventful. Oooh, apart from the fact that I got invited to this random's birthday party at the weekend. There's not that many of us going either, just the normal lot from the common room. SO IT'S ALL PEOPLE I LIKE. But yeah, that guy's going....I just know I'm gonna get hammered and end up doing something remarkably stupid. My friend told me to drink moderately, but I'm such a lightweight. Yesterday was so much fun though. I haven't laughed quite that much in a long, long, long time. I'm not even sure what I was laughing about to be honest, but whatever it was, it was pretty damn funny. Seriously, I feel like nothing is going on in my life at the mo. But I'm very very happy indeed. Ha, this is such a boring journal..... Peace out to Chuck Norris. x

PARTY GOT CANCELLED. About ten minutes before I left the house as well. Pfft. So I spent ages sitting on my bed, in my going-out clothes. Prompting my father to come in and laugh at me. Not in a mean way though, I adore my father. He seems always amazed by the stuff I do, which amuses me as well. Ha, just spent ages talking to one of my friend's friends on MySpace. Never met him in my life, but he seems to know virtually everyone I know. And he's best friends with the girl who I think is in love with me. Further evidence follows as his first comment opened with, "Yeah, she talks about you all the time." Maybe I'm just paranoid. YAY COLLEGE TOMORROW! I must be the only person in the world looking forward to college and the end of half-term. But I get to see all of my wonderful friends. And other people :) That's it for tonight, I think. Nothing interesting to be said. Peace out. x

OW. I've got a banging headache. But excited about tomorrow. Party. First to house, then under bridge to do drinking, raving and marshmallow toasting. So, it's all good. Apart from the fact my supposed "best friend" is pissing me off to the MAX. And I feel so bad saying it, but it's true. She's clingy and steals my friends. So, you might say she's very insecure. And I hate insecure people. I know that's a ridiculous thing to say, and you're probably reading this and thinking, "WHAT A BITCH" but it's hard to put into words. But she's getting on my nerves. And I just know I'm gonna get very drunk tomorrow and tell her EXACTLY what I think of her. And I'll probably ring the guy I like. Even though I actually stole his number from my friend, while drunk a few weeks back. Ah, quel dommage. My day's been OK. Mum took me to see Hot Fuzz for the second time, then we went for Starbucks. That's been my half-term really, spending time with the family. Which has been quite nice, as luckily, me and my family get on well. This is the point where I've run out of things to say. Peace and fucking. x

Life's going good at the moment. Today was the first day in a long time where I haven't thought, "Ohhhhhhhhh, I wish I had a boyfriend.", which is something of a novelty, believe you and me. Yeah, I like a guy, and if something happens between us, great, if it doesn't, tant pis. Especially seeing as the last "crush" I had turned out pretty disasterous. We got on amazingly well, but when it came down to it, he wasn't into me at all. That's a long story cut short. So yeah. Happy today, had some biscuits, watched Nathan Barley, went to town, nice day. IT'S ALL GOOD. I'll probably update this with boring crap about my life at a later point, but for now, I've got pizza waiting. Believe. x

Might as well write in this, after all, it's there. I'm not sure what I can say about my life really. I'm an eternal optimist. Even though I'm probably one of the unluckiest people ever, I ignore that and I have fun instead. It's the way everyone should live in my opinion. I'm probably seen as a bit of an oddball, as I prefer being unique rather than following the crowd. And I'm not really sure what else to say. I'll think of something. The next entry will probably be me shouting and raving about something bad or possibly something good. And going into too much detail about my life. Ah, well. Laters.