I've been thinking about death lately, not just about myself, not really about myself, just if one of my family members passed without any signs or anything or in an accident. It's just scary, you could be argueing with them one minute then they leave, and it could be the last time you see them. You know how horrible that'd feel? It's taking over me, I can't stop thinking about it, everytime someone leaves me or leaves my house or something I imagine what would happen if they got into an accident, like my brother Justin just left about an hour ago and when he was walking away I just thought about what it'd be like if he got killed. I don't know what to do. I also miss my fiance, can't really tell him though. He hates when I do.I can't wait to talk to him though, he should be home soon enough. My mom just bothered me and I bitched at her now I feel bad...