I signed online this evening and came into contact with an old friendwhom i havent had any contact with in months and she in turn gave me a screen name to another friend whom i had no idea how to get in touch with. she was put back into my life for a reason.. so i can stay in contact with people who once meant the world to me..being alone is something that I cherish but can also be dangerous for me..talking to these old friends put my mind at ease and gave me strenght and hope to do the right thing...