He's having a baby!!!! And I am so happy for him, even though he told me that he would be more excited if the baby would come from me...yeah right....well I guess it's a sign...I have to stop seeing him. Damn, celeste's song really suits what I feel right now

Time has come, what's done is done It's time to move on To another place, another space, maybe circling some other sun Don't ask why, don't ask how I still can't explain To say goodbye, goodbye for now till I see you again In the sunlight that's where I'll be In the moon night close your eyes, you will see me In the sunrise in the twilight I'll be the morning and the evening star I will be there with you wherever you are Life is strange, such joy and pain The betrayal and the kiss It maybe meant to be, maybe destiny Leads us down a path like this Child is born, true love is sworn All the in-between Well you walk on, walk on until the path is gone Learning love is the only everything So it's goodnight, things go wrong but it's alright We're all just passin' through here At the speed of light

Okay, I know that this song by STEPS is a little bit outdated, but it still plays on my player, just for the knack of it. Hmm..actually I kinda relate to that damn song.. "Baby can't you see, You're the one for me, But you belong to another, I don't wanna hurt nobody, But my heart just can't hold back, It's the Way You Make Me Feel, The way that you make me feel, Spinning my world around, Tell me how can I walk away, I don't care what they say, I'm loving you anyway, It's the way you make me feel" Argghhh...this is sooo killing me...well anyways...I know our time will not last..and I am quite ready(ing) myself for that to happen...huhuhu....

Okay, so I went home feeling tired and heavy hearted bacouse my prince didn't even buzz me or anything.. Okay I should stop this nonsense..being all flirty with him and all lovey doovey...it's just not me..but I am so in love with him..I know that one day he will just leave me all alone....This is all so sad....:(