I wish that I could talk to God Directly and have him respond in word. Oh the questions that I would ask and the things I would tell him of course the things that would tell him wouldn't need a response, a simple facial expression would do. but the questions would definitely need responses with words and examples. thinking about this gets me thinking .......if I were to stand in front of God would I even be able to put together words and eject them from my mouth or would I be standing in awe....... would the answers just come like a flood gate opening making my brain feel warm and bright would just standing in the presence of God give me my answers? A flash of light!?! and I know why God does all the things I Question. Some Higher plan that i can't comprehend? until I live my life fully to my will and his plan?

when I go to sleep tonight what will I dream of? something on my mind something I never heard of? random events with random objects something so crazy that my mind rejects or maybe some structure with story book pages and when I wake up my mind would erase it regardless of what my mind will create the question is there and it never abates twisting and turning my mind finally settles "it's just a dream and it's best not to mettle"