sometimes i wanna let go cuz no one understands my pain the pain i feel brings me to tears but cant figure why i do wat i do there has to be a better but i still have faith that i would find somebody for me but for now wat do i do

i called her today really dont know why but i did and all while im so deeply in love with her she just dont care i know i should move on i just cant my hart just wont let me i just cant let go even though i want to i just cant stop lovin her

i used to be the type that would dog a girl like a real asS hole but as i got older i noticed that i only did it cuz thats how my brother was i never had a father so when my brother got locked up i had nobody to look up to i thought i was in love with this girl but she aint love me back she always loved someone else .the only girl i truly loved aint love me . They say its karma but i dont know i just want some thing i never felt before a love that i could feel and would always be mine and a place to call my own cuz i never had a real home always felt out of place and i been gettin kicked out sense i was 15 i got kicked out 3 times and moved 5 times in one year i just want a real home and need love