Election tomorrow. Hope Obama isn't shot. I would really love it if people gave Ron Paul a chance. On the real, he is IMO the most genuine and uncorrupted politician out there. Look him up, I think you'll be impressed (whoever you are, though i doubt there is an audience). Regardless I think the American people need to wake up. Power has been true to itself and thus bred corruption. Things are not well and righteous in Washington, nor have they ever been when I think about it. And also Dick Cheney has shredded the constitution, that guys really nasty. I feel as though a shift is bound to occur. Things are very chaotic right now. For those who believe in 2012 I think the prophesies do not exactly mean destruction for mankind (though many are already dying and suffering) but rather a shift in consciousness. A new paradigm per se. It is of course easy to judge and criticize but I think that currently Westernism has many negative consequences, so I can only hope that there is a shift in consciousness and the superficial illusion that is Westernism will be soon forgotten that we may achieve higher thinking. Love, Love

Let us all speak deeply that we may understand poetry. Profundity is but one quality of truth, and I know speech to be the primary way to communicate in this stage of consciousness, So, I beseech thee, let your words surpass the ocean in depth, and Drink the celestial presence of these divine symbols, and bathe in the wisdom of your insights. Poetry is alive but not well. For this, we must look inward to communicate outward.

that I woke up and was looking at a giant hippo in the retention pond behind my house. After looking at it for a while I was in a car with the doors open looking at it, but now it was in a lake. Then, the military came and started shooting missiles at it, and sending supplies via (destructive) parachutes. I was wondering why they wanted to attack the hippo even though it had done nothing wrong. So I left on my bike(I dunno why I did not take the car...you know how dreams go) and was riding through a very familiar place, yet I was lost. Eventually I got to my psychologist appointment, and before it started me and all the doctors were sitting around discussing the hippo. They turned on the tv and there was a story on the news about the hippo, and the news casters where Ryan Styles and Colin Mochrie from Whose Line? They had footage of the hippo being pulled in, and it stood up and two cops were trying to beat it and handcuff it. Well, then the hippo punched the shit out of one of the cops and I think it began to escape..... Pretty crazy dream.

How dramatically I have changed in the last few years. I constantly have to reassure myself that I'm not a burnout. That my choice not to pursue my old athletic aspirations was a choice not biased with marijuana. I was lucky enough to posses a natural athletic ability yet i convinced myself that it is not what I wanted. Maybe it was the pressure. I HAVE always lacked discipline. I still feel as if it was the right choice. Sports would always enlarge my ego and I'm trying to shrink it. I sometimes can't stand it when people talk about the potential I had. I guess that is the hardest part. I don't want people to just say, "oh well he smoked pot and got lazy". Too bad that my renunciation of sports and my pot smoking were so close on the linear time scale, I may never know. I understand that peace and happiness are the most important things in the world to the individual so I should not care what others think, but I do constantly second guess myself.

It blows my mind to think of our human consciousness. First of all, consciousness is the only reason we know we exist. I think the only reason we can be sure we exist is the fact that we have the ability to question our existence. I might be talking in circles I can't tell. There is still a certain fungus lingering in my body. I'll stop before i say something stupid. peace.

Have you ever been able to think about the giant mass of society objectively? It's just this crazy machine building and expanding. Everyone playing a small role for the "advancement of it" what is the craziest though, is that society is leading nowhere. Expansion is only cause for more complication. Most new technology is developed by the military. This is incredibly ironic to me. You see, technology is supposed to be for the advancement of humankind. You see where I'm going? The newest and most advanced technology is actually moving towards the DESTRUCTION of human kind. Incredible.

Anyone wanna talk philosophy or crazy quantum physics shit aim me SoccerManiac1291.