I'm tired................ i wish i could talk to one of my friends but that person doesn't live in state. *wah* I feel torn. One of my friends has just informed me he likes me and that i should like him but i can i told him that and he know that but he still persists sadly. he tries to persuade me into liking him but that just not possable. * sighs* i wish life were easy.

I need to meet and talk tomore people on this website............hmmmmmmmmmm..................... Kinda funny how some of the songs i have replyed to i forgot i had replyed to at all. Sad i am at times. But gotta admit kinda funny. I am gonna be posting something on: Jamie o'neal " Somebody's hero" if you would like to talk to me.

I am called crazy for being myself by parents but i can't be anything else. I am totally crushing on this Guy and i don't know what to do because i know he likes me but i don't know how to tell him i like him!? *sighs* i can be such a chiken sometimes.Has any one had a problem like this? be it a boy or a girl.

I wish that my parents would leave me alone! They won't though. They like to threaten or as they call it"promise" To send me away if i do stupid stuff and its kinda scary. I'm trying but the progress seems to go unseen. Has any one felt like life can be hell!? I feel like crying but they would call me a baby and a minipulator. i want to scream but they would call me childish and crazy. God why do you seem so far away?

Funny how people say that if we let'm go that will help them more when you usually think what about me and my hurting heart doesn't anyone care. My mom is a witch with a b. She threatens me everyday because she know i have a disadvantage............. I'm a foster child. She says thinks she knows will hurt and tells me that things are my fault when there not. but like i tell every one else what can you do? Parents are not allowed to be yelled at by a "kid"nor are they allowed to tell you how they feel. but one deals and trys and lives life as best they can

I wonder if i'm the only one who needs to meet new people from this site or not? IF i'm not them some one contact me i'll be posting a comment on the artist: Pillar "echelon" If you want to talk.