Hey, it's been a while-- and I'll see what you've missed... Hmm-- Memorial day weekend- I went to Pirates three with Scott, and I really enjoyed it-- he's the sweetest guy EVER. That day-- I was done-- I was cooked. No more school. After that- I've had senioritis as a sophomore, but still... Uh-- this week's been a really good week, but I'm not sure why-- I've just been happy. Guess what? Today was day 45!!! Mike tried to give me a Hershey's bar at lunch-- I wouldn't take it-- after all-- if people asked me why he gave it to me-- what was I supposed to say? But yeah-- today was good. I took the last Hirko test of the year-- and it was open book, and that was nice. And then I took my last Ogrosky quiz-- but I still have his exam, which is sooo not cool, but whatevs. We start getting SOL scores tomorrow-- they all better be okay-- or else I'll be mad-- I'm not planning on taking those exams.

Here's an update on my weekend-- not that anyone reads this because I mark it private: Catfish weekend went well, no one got hurt-- minus a little mudcat "stinging" (what would you call it?) my mom, all went well. I was kind of bored through part of it so I finished that book that I started during the SOL on Friday-- it was cute-- I might check out more from that author because it wasn't bad, and it was funny. I love quirky characters like that soo much. N o one cool showed up this year-- I hung out with KJ, Shrimp, and Elizabeth Loftis.. Travis adn Cj showed up around 11, but they didn't stay very long-- CJ was on a date-- Apparently Travis got in trouble- reckless driving with alcohol possession... that's not good stuff, I dunno why his parents let him out of the house... but all in all, it was a rather nice and uneventful catfish weekend.. So when I got back, I called Scott and he said he couldn't go to the mall because he didn't have a ride-- I was kinda disappointed, but it's allright-- I wasn't even sure if my parents would let me go. And then later, he called druing dinner, because he was walking home. I called him back while I did the dishes, whcih didn't work very well, because either I couldn't hear him or he couldn't hear me over all the clanging, but still, it was nice. My mom needs the computer- and that's okay, because I really don't have anything else to say!

I freaking love this woman's music-- She's incredible-- I got her Begin to Hope CD for my brithday, and I've been listening to it practically non-stop. I can't get enough of it! There's not a single bad or even okay track-- they all rock like crazy wow! My two favorites have to be Sampson and That Time, but I've really gotten into the Field Below lately... so I dunno. I love them all!!! Another musical update-- I'm surprised with Brittany-- I figured she'd like Mat Kearney's lyrics-- but she must really like his CD. She was sooo excited when I gave her a copy of it... like, she was like-- CD? CD for me? it was cute-- I'm excited that I've given Mat Kearney a new fan! Yah, that's it-- I've been looking at CDs a lot-- but there are sooo mnay I want but I don't want to pay the money-- I'm getting cheaper by the day-- I need to earn some dough-- besides, I only have one CD memorized, so I could only buy one. it's so werid to type without my left pinky. I'm gonna miss typershark-- maybe I can play on like Medium, it'd be my handicap since I don't have a pinky, and it throws off alll my typing-- Oh well. Let me go try it! Until we meet again! You are my sweetest downfall I loved you first, I loved you first Beneath the sheets of paper lies my truth I have to go, I have to go Your hair was long when we first met (Oh man, you know what I just realized? Scott's getting his haircut today so those lyrics... wow, amazing. I love life.) Samson-- listen to it, or DIE!!!

I never even got to write about my day with Scott. I had soo much fun-- we ended up going to see Invisible... and holy cow, that guy is perfect. And he gives really good hugs-- always a plus ;-) But yeah-- I think I might have broken my finger last night in basically a temper tantrum.. I was really mad at my brother because he kept cutting of my stereo anytime I'd walk away for a second, so I went after him chasing him and I grabbed his shirt, and my finger just like,went the wrong way or something.. it still hurts but not as bad as it did then. We're probably gonna go to Patient First after my mom goes to the gym. I'm excited, because guess what today is? It's.... wait for it... CATFISH WEEKEND!!!!!! I love catfish weekend, although this one will probably suck because Brittany couldn't come, and my cousins aren't coming either-- oh well I'll still enjoy myself. So I definitely took 2 SOLs yesterday and I soooo totally failed the history one, and to be honest, I'm not sure if I passed advanced on the science one-- I hope so though!!! Man, I'll be soo bummed if I really did fail history-- not that I deserve a passing grade, but it would really suck if I didn't get one... Plus it'd look really bad... But yeah, I started a new book, called Sleeping Freshmen Never Lie and it's pretty funny. And then I did word searches, and Scott came over and helped me-- that kid's amazing, I swear. That's all for today!!!

The draft went okay last weekend-- in case you wanted to know So today, I went bowling and saw Spiderman 3 with Daniel. It was nice seeing him, but it was AWKWARD! Like crazy yeah. He really hasn't changed much. I felt like a dork though, because I really didn't know what to say to him... Tomorrow I might get to go see Disturbia with Scott and he's gonna give me the hug he owes me. I can't wait but I'm already nervous, I really can't afford to screw it up. It was pretty weather today, no sun, but still the perfect temperature! I love the weather!

Ahhh today was great... I found out that Scott wants to get to know me better, but he doesn't know if he likes me... that's so exciting. Ididn't think he liked me, so this was a happy surprise.. I suck at reading guys. It rained today... I love the rain! Overall today was good, and if the AZ Cards get lucky tomorrow, it could be even better!!!

Not that anyone cares, but lately I've been feeling like a load of crap. Mike has been a sweetheart and makes me smile because he knows it's so easy, and that doesn't really help, because it only makes me realize how fake it is, but i'm thinking about Scott a lot lately, and I think I'm gonna tell him that I like him... haha that'll be the most awkward thing I've ever done. There's no way he likes me back, but ashley's so darn convincing. I really don't know why I type all this, no one reads it, including myself. Well, sometime this week, I hope to write back saying I was brave and told him! Until we meet again! -Super dork!

Yay, today was a a good day. I had science and I didn't want to shoot myself, and I had a math quiz, and I didn't think I failed it! We also ate cake and pie because it's pi day (my new favorite holiday!) Uhhh....and then chorus always rocks, and then Mike and I hung out in the auditorium in A.E. Hhe pretty much is a sweet person, like so cool, and he's become a pretty good friend. And then history's a joke and a rather boring one if you ask me... but then I rode the bus, and got some reading done, which is always nice. When I got home, I chilled for a while, ate, and then went to play basketball with Brett, Jasey Wasey

Yep, so it's Sunday, one of my favorite days of the week, and no one's here. I wanna call my *southern drawl* cuuzins, but I think I've really annoyed them outta coming over, and there's no point because I wouldn't be able to film anything, since Jasey Wasey's leaving before Jacob even gets over... How dearly I love my 12 year olds, and 13 year olds too, like "Jakey Wakey!" so, I really have nothing to say, oooh, except that I have to work on my script like mad today, cause it's the 25th! Mon Dieu! Comment est-ce que le temps passe si vite?

I hate days where I'm home alone all day with timmy without a fully functioning computer, because basically it means there's a couch potato, me, and my CD player, which can lead to bad days like today. My mum and dad should be home in a little while, so Ineed to get this journal posted and finish memorizing this song-- This World is Crazy-- by la belle Jessi Alexander. J'aime beaucoup sa voix! So yeah, I called Mike today, and I dunno what he was doing, but he seemed to be alone, I hope he wasn't at work, but anyway,, that was a HUGE mistake, I should just let the rest of the world think I don't have problems, leave the burden for me, because I felt really bad, and I felt just as bad, about saying Forget it and hanging up, so I'm probably never gonna call him for issues like that again... but on veras. So that's about it, I have to memorize this song, or I'm gonna attack myself, (sans blague, et c'est ca qui me fait peur) A toute a l'heure! A not so appy ichellemay