Some things never change-- like my LOVE for Regina Spektor! Yeah, so it's been like... a bajillion and three years since I wrote on this thing, and I read some of the things I'd written before, and I just want to say, isn't it great being young? You make such a big deal out of things-- and you're so happy all the time-- especially when it comes to the opposite sex. Ah, young and in love. Yeah right. I've given up on guys, despite the fact that I like a certain gentleman that I've decided is unattainable and i should just join the convent now and get it over with. haha, only kidding...slightly. while i have given up on guys, i enjoy flirting harmlessly-- it just sucks when some minor mutual flirting turns into liking on one side and not the other. yeah.... but yeah. i was so young when i wrote all of these things. it was so cute how happy i was about the cards being over .500. I mean, don't get me wrong, that's great... for the cards, but now they've made it to the EFFING SUPERBOWL!!!!! how great is that? i mean really, granted, we probably will end up getting our butts kicked, but we've finally made it. I'm ecstatic, but at the same time, i absolutely dread the actual game. I've been praying and praying for a win, but... i do realize the chances are slim. But yeah... I've got a major major case of senior-itis. I really don't care about much of anything anymore. it's kinda scary. the one exception being... of course my Cards!!!! you should see my at one point bare cardinals corner. i bought so much more cardinal stuff this year, it was ridiculous-- like my "lucky" shirt. but yeah... i doubt i'll write in this for another year, but you never know! peace!