My best friend died yesterday. I can't believe it. That's why I made this username, so that people will know that I can never let her go. I miss her so much. It's numbing. I'm never going to be able to see her smile or hear her laugh again. We'll never kick around the soccer ball or pass notes in class. She was THIRTEEN YEARS OLD. You're not supposed to die at thirteen. I swear, I will never ever EVER drink and drive. That's just stupid. You're putting innocent people in danger just because you feel the need to get drunk. You're running the possibility of taking someone else's life. The only reason Olivia is dead is because a drunk driver smashed head on into her family's car in Michigan. It's Christmas Break. They were going to see FAMILY. They did not deserve the horror they were put through. Olivia's dad was killed instantly. So was the drunk driver. Olivia died at the hospital, and only her older sister Alex survived. Our other friend has made it perfectly clear that she curses the drunk guy to hell, but I can't hate him. He was the same age as my mom, and probably had family and friends out there waiting for him to come home. They'll be waiting forever. I can't hate the man, even though he's the one responsible for Olivia's death. I wouldn't wish the kind of hurt and pain I've been going through on anyone. I just wrote a lot, but I guess what I'm trying to get across is that I can't believe that Olivia is gone. I can't believe she's gone. This is for Olivia: Liv, I miss you so much! Every time I listen to View From Heaven, Guardian Angel, or I-88, I think of you. I'll never forget you. You didn't die in vain. The opening phrase of Guardian Angel makes me think of you (When I see your smile, tears roll down my face; I can't replace... I will never let you fall. I'll stand up with you forever. I'll be there for you through it all, even if savin' you sends me to heaven). Best friends forever. That's us. All the volleyball, soccer, and basketball games I play from now on... they're going to be won for you, because you aren't going to be there to play them with me. So you can win with me, even if you aren't there. Olivia.... I love you, and I'll never ever forget you. I bet your view from heaven beats the hell out of ours down here. Love you. RIP