Well...so, the guy I'm dating says cute things and that makes me happy. Today he told me he liked me more than a fat kid could ever love his cake, and that just makes me feel special. I think I kind of like him just a little more...like an itty bitty bit little kinda big amount of more. Till Next Time ~Lexy~

I realized today that I never explained anything about the counselor that keeps me occupied during camp. He's not that great looking, but he's really nice and fun. He reminds me of someone but I just can't figure out who. Oh wells...I'll figure it out eventually. Umm...as for today, nothing really happened. I feel bad cause I'm not excited when I talk to people like the guy I'm dating and my best friend. It's just irritating sometimes. I don no, maybe I'm just tired or something. Maybe by this Saturday I'll be more excited to talk to them cause I'm gonna see them for a movie. Ok...well, until next time ~Lexy~

Can you say fucking retard?? Because that's what I was today. Ok, so I went to see Harry Potter at Midway and it was good. I liked it. But after the movie I saw this guy, and he looked at me. And I looked at him, and we looked at each other for a good while. He was freaking GORGEOUS. Like Wow gorgeous. But at one point when he looked at me I looked at him and then I looked away as in to say "You know you want me, now work for it" but I guess my eyes and face said something else because when I got out of the movie theater I didn't see him anymore. I'm so mad because I wanted to see him again. My lose, my stupidity. In other news, I tend to act like I don't have a boyfriend when it comes to guys. I always say I wanna meet a couple of hot guys and stuff. I feel bad about it, but it just hasn't struck me yet that I'm dating someone. I just feel like we're still friends and that nothing has changed, and I feel bad about that because I know he likes me so much (or so people tell me). I don't no, maybe in a while I'll have this all figured out and maybe in a while (hopefully soon) I'll see that hot guy again...I HOPE I SEE HIM AGAIN, until then there's always that camp counselor.