Soooooo....no more dilemma, I'm actually dating the friend that liked me. Kinda weird, I don feel anything. Like no butterflies, but I'm not scared or regretful of dating him either. So I guess in other words it's fine. In other news...a really good friend of mine graduated today. I cried so much. He wrote me the cutest letter, it summed up everything that was on his mind, how he thought about me, just everything. That was the cutest thing in the world, now every time I read it I start to cry. I'm gonna miss this guy like crazy. He is the only guy that I know that likes me for me. He likes my temper, he likes my attitude, he likes the way I'm cocky and he just basically likes me. There is no way I'm ever gonna find someone else like him. Every time I feel bad he helps me. Every time I feel like everyone is gonna hate me for something I did, he always says "Lexy, there is nothing you can say that will make me hate you." I'm gonna miss him sooooooooo much. I'll keep you updated. Talk To You LATER ~Lexy

Ummmmmmm......so this year was pretty boring, and as much as I act like I hated this year for being boring, in reality i'm actually kinda glad it was boring. No drama with me, nuthin bad happened, nuthin big, just a normal nice year. That is, until today. So, as I said last time I had a crush on this guy and I think he likes me too or so I thought. Apparently all he wants to do is get in my pants, u no have a little pants party. So basically he's just being a typical guy. And that kinda hurts cause I thought he liked me but I guess not and he was like the first guy I honestly liked for the whole year. Like last year, I was just like "Oh I'm bored, let me start liking this random guy" but this year it was an actual crush like a real thought felt crush. So it hurts a little, but I'll live. Ummm..as for what else made my day weird is that a guy that I'm really good friends with has actually liked me for like 15 months or something. Now 15 months is a freaking long time to like someone, hell I can't last liking someone for 15 months. 15 months is more than a year. How the hell do u stay stuck on one person u don have for like 15 months??? Anyways, so yea, he likes me and his friend pretty much decided to tell me this on like the before last day of school. I hate turning people down, and that's not to say I'll turn him down, but it's just sudden and I don no what to say to him when I see him. And I'm pretty sure he knows that I know that he likes me. So, basically I'm in a dilemma on the last few days of school, and it kinda sux balls I'll keep u updated Until Next Time ~Lexy~