I am sitting here reading lyrics to songs from my past that still make me cry, when I should be taking my test. Why in the important moments of my life do I always feel like I can't help but remind myself how screwed up my life is, and how I seem to keep making it worse. How to stop emotions from controlling me? reading: Pearl Jam's "Don't Call Me Daughter", "Rearview Mirror", "Black", "Given to Fly"...