Words muttered to these walls Long awaited secrets Locked in these paltry halls Would you care if I lied If i left would you cry If you told me you loved me Do you think i'd say I'd rather die I'm not like you and your stupid ways I'm not like you and your childish says If I'm better off without you maybe i wouldn't feel like i'm still in love. Maybe i wouldn't feel like I don't belong.

You can't help who you fall in love with But I can help who you get to love. Strung up high on your confidence. Scissors in hand. Get ready to fall Can't catch ya this time your not mine.

Everything just feels like a head ache. Everyones just another heart break. I don't feel like I'm about to die I feel like people are stabbing and slitting my thoughts to make me cry Making me think things people shouldn't think God, make me insane I'm already on the brink.

Smile on your face, you make your rounds. Pausing apon seeing a face in bounds. You know this girl This girl wasn't a part of your class. She dreams of you, she lets her mind slip. She grabs a silent hand She hugs a silent man But that silent boy, he's not there. She stated 3 words and he ran. He ran from her, he ran from himself changing over time he left his old self behind It feels like a different world now. A world where friends can't love and love doesn't love people who Can't wish for more. This boy lives alone And walks in a silent tone Find yourself and hold on tight Don't let it go Package it seal it with a kiss and bow down low In respect for the lost. Wish them a happy trip. Cause you can't leave without a cost Whisper secrets in my ear as I bite my lip. Let's plagarize the songs we used to know And label them as our own Take that silent loan Before words Break our hearts. Before people get a chance to. We'll take the road less traveled. Don't let yourself be pushed around Stand on your own 2 feet Make your own sound

I get my kisses branded so all the boys will know how many I’ve worn. Hold my lips in yours. Come on do this for me now, I’m down and forlorn. The others didn’t mean a thing. Not as much as you. Come along with me and sing. Baby it was meant to be Baby it’s just you and me Honey grab my hand we’ll run till’ we fly We’ll scream till’ our voices reach the sky Heaven will look down upon us and smile in shame Two kids in love I think we’ll think the same One day we’ll be holding hands looking down from above We’ll still just be those two kids in love.

It really shows you how messed up we are when words can't be used without fear of using them the wrong way.

My fingernails taste like blood from the constant thoughts of you without me. Skin is worn,flesh is torn. Don't waste your time crying Minds are racing Hearts are breaking Come on baby make my last seconds count! Honey, i don't kiss just to kiss And, i don't feel just to feel I plan on falling in love honey and I'm going to seal that deal Grab on girl, catch the ride It's a rough one honey But I'm not lettin you leave my side Grab my hand Slip off that worthless cloth skin and bone crashing together oh you know you want some more! 60 seconds to go I can see my baby waiting for me She's at the station waving hello faster! faster! this is out of sympathy I hate you honey it's pure apathy a dirty thought a naughty picture thats all you were ever good for oh, you thought it was love? well no relationship is perfect now lets see how perfect yours is "Take a walk with me, let's talk to the trees see what they think? Take a walk with me lets just see, how many faces turn at the sight of you with me.Baby I'll throw you in the ocean the air won't mutter a word,Baby I'll stab you with a knife,your veigns can keep a secret.Take a walk with me before all of us die just like you honey" well no one lies like you. your stiff as a board we'll nail you to the walls and watch you scream we'll catch the tears and blood and feed em' to the poor The questions you ask the answers they give, Those are my lust, my lust to slit your throat.Crisis! cried the children you laughed at the words and found my tears funny the way my thoughts could matter less the way you could care less if i loved you or not. Stab my back baby my spines already broken from your words.Finish me off before my second thoughts come back Kill me now, go play with your self. You'd prefer a toy over me? You think you'll win? let's just see he's a player but i'll just let it be I don't wanna say something I'll regret.

trying to be loved so much that you drive yourself crazy This is so much farther then insanity oh baby oh baby tonight we'll watch the notes move along the pages oh baby oh baby tonight we'll watch the clouds take new shapes, knives pitch forks and guillotines being thrown, honey screaming won't get you out of this one, a damsil in distress is one thing a bitch in tight spot that's another."oh don't hold my hand,don't kiss me goodnight.Don't love me anymore then i love you. Which honey equals zero so leave me alone leave my house leave my mind lock the door on your way out" these reched thoughts reach my mind.Let's kill you gently just a little slit to the throat A tiny cut to the wrist.You never told me to be kind.Let's reach conclusions that make no sense.honey you make no sense to me.Let's think up thoughts that shouldn't be thought.Honey thinking oh you makes me want to be bulimic just like you pretend to be.

We're real enough to kill. We're real enough to feel. We're real enough to know... Nothings real when the realest of the real couldn't give a fuck the kids who wish they were real. We've given up on them. We've given up on ourselves. We stand there,we watch. We watch them die. Our soals slowly wilt away We watch in pain never saying never doing a thing. We say we want to help we say this as we watch them die with a bitter yelp.

Our parents gave up on the story books. The last thread of our innocence. A world where nothing goes wrong. A world where love conquers all. But we live in the real one. Love gives up on us any chance it gets. Cupid shoots his arrows in crooked peircing shapes making sure it hurts and making sure we bleed.Love dropped our chance a second before we fell.We couldn't fall fast enough to catch this one.You couldn't anyway."My fairytale has ended when did it even start maybe it was just a dream maybe a nightmare is too good a word"