It really shows you how messed up we are when words can't be used without fear of using them the wrong way.

My fingernails taste like blood from the constant thoughts of you without me. Skin is worn,flesh is torn. Don't waste your time crying Minds are racing Hearts are breaking Come on baby make my last seconds count! Honey, i don't kiss just to kiss And, i don't feel just to feel I plan on falling in love honey and I'm going to seal that deal Grab on girl, catch the ride It's a rough one honey But I'm not lettin you leave my side Grab my hand Slip off that worthless cloth skin and bone crashing together oh you know you want some more! 60 seconds to go I can see my baby waiting for me She's at the station waving hello faster! faster! this is out of sympathy I hate you honey it's pure apathy a dirty thought a naughty picture thats all you were ever good for oh, you thought it was love? well no relationship is perfect now lets see how perfect yours is "Take a walk with me, let's talk to the trees see what they think? Take a walk with me lets just see, how many faces turn at the sight of you with me.Baby I'll throw you in the ocean the air won't mutter a word,Baby I'll stab you with a knife,your veigns can keep a secret.Take a walk with me before all of us die just like you honey" well no one lies like you. your stiff as a board we'll nail you to the walls and watch you scream we'll catch the tears and blood and feed em' to the poor The questions you ask the answers they give, Those are my lust, my lust to slit your throat.Crisis! cried the children you laughed at the words and found my tears funny the way my thoughts could matter less the way you could care less if i loved you or not. Stab my back baby my spines already broken from your words.Finish me off before my second thoughts come back Kill me now, go play with your self. You'd prefer a toy over me? You think you'll win? let's just see he's a player but i'll just let it be I don't wanna say something I'll regret.

trying to be loved so much that you drive yourself crazy This is so much farther then insanity oh baby oh baby tonight we'll watch the notes move along the pages oh baby oh baby tonight we'll watch the clouds take new shapes, knives pitch forks and guillotines being thrown, honey screaming won't get you out of this one, a damsil in distress is one thing a bitch in tight spot that's another."oh don't hold my hand,don't kiss me goodnight.Don't love me anymore then i love you. Which honey equals zero so leave me alone leave my house leave my mind lock the door on your way out" these reched thoughts reach my mind.Let's kill you gently just a little slit to the throat A tiny cut to the wrist.You never told me to be kind.Let's reach conclusions that make no sense.honey you make no sense to me.Let's think up thoughts that shouldn't be thought.Honey thinking oh you makes me want to be bulimic just like you pretend to be.

We're real enough to kill. We're real enough to feel. We're real enough to know... Nothings real when the realest of the real couldn't give a fuck the kids who wish they were real. We've given up on them. We've given up on ourselves. We stand there,we watch. We watch them die. Our soals slowly wilt away We watch in pain never saying never doing a thing. We say we want to help we say this as we watch them die with a bitter yelp.

Our parents gave up on the story books. The last thread of our innocence. A world where nothing goes wrong. A world where love conquers all. But we live in the real one. Love gives up on us any chance it gets. Cupid shoots his arrows in crooked peircing shapes making sure it hurts and making sure we bleed.Love dropped our chance a second before we fell.We couldn't fall fast enough to catch this one.You couldn't anyway."My fairytale has ended when did it even start maybe it was just a dream maybe a nightmare is too good a word"

I buried your hopes right along with your dreams. They lie awake among the lilies we left in your memory. The knife i used lies dormant among the leaves. Scattered along is my sanity.Right among your lies. They're the best of friends. Cutting each others wrists to the beat of the music. We scream our hearts out.Let us lie.Let us die. We live among the roses, Imposters of this true race of perfection. We're misfits behind our masks. Made of our veigns.They're pulsing red. Our tears leave dark black marks along our hearts. Nailed to our chests its the only reason they stay. We lost all our lives,just press replay. Keep up in this race.You never were a good runner. All our kindergarten pals, They crossed the finish line before we even started. Well honey maybe we just never were that good. The tight jeans cut off our circulation. Or maybe the fame just went to our heads. You ever thought that maybe life ain't that hard? We just make it out to be?Well love never works out, Fame always gives out, And friends just leave you bleeding on the ground. You see the truth isn't very fun so why use it? Salty blood it always covers your mouth, Tears always stain your hands. I have to wonder where you've been. Maybe your best interests are at my mind, I abandoned mine long ago. You always win the game of life. The grades,the family,the friends. I never seem to acheive my goals. Keep a better chance at hand.Cheaters never win. Well you win so what am i saying? Perfection isn't so perfect once it's all you know.