so im back again wow i really spend a lot of time on the computer ha anyway i got bored and i cut my hair it looks weird i dont know i guess it could be worse its so funny how everyone at my school who doesnt know me thinks that im just quiet and smart and perfect they are so wrong ... i cant wait until i graduate you see i go to a private school the rules are so strict as soon as i get out im getting my lip pierced its insane that parents think that sending them to a strict private school will teach them morals and make them better people when really what it does is makes them want to rebel hmmmm soooooo im going to probably be cleaning tomorrow i dont know what else i will be doing yeah i know i have a pretty boring life but i love most of it damn oh well im going now byeeeeeee

hmm i haven't written in a while sorry about that last journal i was extremely fucked up christmas was nice i got a laptop a chi a quesidilla maker of course my favorite ... money well i have to go ill write again later

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yep its me again well i guess ill just type some random info about me lets see my name is alyssa rene music is basically my life my favorite band has been for years and will always be RED HOT CHILI PEPPERS :] i like to think of myself as one of their biggest fans theres a ton of other music i love too except country music hate the stuff hmmmm so as i was saying more stuff about me uh my favorite color is red i have a brother we're pretty much best friends even though half the time we're ripping each others heads off im kind of a little bit well uhhhhh CRAZY i love typing these things i love warm weather you see me and winter we aren't realy the best of friends speaking of friends I LOVE MINE they are absolutely amazing i could go on and on about them they are there for me anytime they were there for me when my dad died i can honestly trust them with anything i love art especially photography and painting they are both such great ways of expressing yourself it drives me insane when people write really as rele i just hate it it pains my fingers just to type that i know im an ocd freak wait ocd people cant be freaks im one ... sorry really dumb joke umm i have a chioodle her name is charlie not after cocaine after a rhcp song by the way a chioodle is half poodle half chioiua i know i spelled that wrong choo wow uh its almost christmas yay *jumps up and runs around naked* bshhhh yeah i already know im an idiot i loooooove to sing uh huh im a chior nerd im also starting to learn guitar by the end of next year ill be playing bass and guitar vjctsydfkih;oukdsrtsedftcihlk,l/lfdsxaxcjhf ill be back later goodbye

hello yep im bored sooooo um i guess ill just write to noone i really really glad im off of school my day was super BORING but i had taco bell so that was about it but ill still keep writing cause i need something to do and i really hope nobody reads these thingers if they do oh well it would just be a waste of their time i think that ill write one of these everyday its sorta sad that i enjoy talking to myself but its kind of comforting i hate it when people complain about their lives and they pretend to have problems while there are so many horrible things that are going on this very moment all the devastations and suicides and diesese i get mad at myself for complaining i complain when i get bored and i have pretty much anything i could want i find that so stupid of me that will be a definite resolution of mine to shut my mouth and stop complaining i cant wait until this summer i'll get to see all my wonderful friends that i havent seen in over three months goodness i miss them ... well im gonna go get high yay weed lol

. thats all thankyou :]