there is a song called " electric avenue" and electric avenue is where everybody from my school goes and gets stoned ha ha. jsut sharing thought it was funny. ONE LOVE.PEACE.

i really want to go to coachella but i have to get the money/find out a bunch of info/find out who all is going and i dont want to do all that but it is worth it. if i did all this and i cant go i will cry. i did math on a sunday for this. thats big - i dont do that - ever. ONE LOVE.PEACE.

finals week = sick/ cruel torture. french final at 7:45 AM - i can barley speak english (understanbly) at 7:45 AM. EH. had to vent.sorry. had an interesting couple weeks though. ha ha fun stuff. woo hoo! called an insanley hot guy/one of my friends for the first time yesterday - talked for like an hour while another friend was here - funny converstations. got draged down my stairs by my ankles by my friend. same friend decided she thinks my cousin ( thats like my brother) looks like kurt cobain,dave grohl, and jesus and came to the conclusion that she wants him. i hit her for it. she still wants him though. i hit her more. she knew i would though so it wasnt a big suprise or anything. guess thats all for now. ONE LOVE.PEACE.

i was just thinking and decided to write this down it is worth considering if you never have. it seems like everybody tries to fit into something that is like a mold or cookie cutter and if you dont fit that exactly - be it that you look different or you act differently than what people have classified as "normal" then most likley you become some sort of an outcast or you are veiwed differently. if more poeple just showed there uniquness and individualism and threw out all of there inhabitions and doubts about people the world would be completly different place - but that would require people stepping outside of the mold that has been created and it is like that is some fobbiden thing to do. some people have " taken the risk" in a sense and show who they really are and not the cookie cutter mold of what they "should " be. those people deserve credit - not many people take that step. i chose a long time ago not to conform to peoples wishes for me and to make my own descisions and be my own person for that not everybody likes me but my friends are truley there for me because of it and i know that they do not judge me - granted i get along with most people and easily make friends but that is not a luxury that everybody has so they conform to others wishes and after doing that for so long loose a sense of who they are and can completly loose it after a certain amount of time. if there was not designer lables, the "right" hair style or clothes and people were individuals and not copies of the rich and famous or " the popualr people" we could really see people and not there version of the mold. people need to take risks, be individuals, choose there own path and follow it - you may be "weird" at first but if more poeple took the step it would change things unfourtinatly people are scared of others opinions and veiws. people need to get rid of there inhabitions of "right" and "weird" and become individuals with there own style,music, and most importantly - personality everybody eventually turns into the same basic person with a few minor changes along the way ocasionaly. step outside of the box. be an individual. ONE LOVE.PEACE.

so its a snow day here and theres absoultly nothing to do- hence the reason for me writing this. i went from having a really upbeat fun and ineresting weekend for 4 days straight pretty much to sitting home alone insanley bored with nothing to do - my friend was suposed to show me and my other friend a song him and another guy wrote( i guess its really funny) but now he cant because of the snow. i dont know the snow day is nice ( reggae mix,sweat pants, and a hot cup of coffee) but its really boring to and i need to get some stuff done at school and now im gonna have to stay after and i really dont want to but i have to for a stupid science grade or i will fail the class ugh but its ok im done venting about that now but yeah the weekend was really fun - basketball game i didnt watch at all with haley ( we sat in the hall and talked and just hung out then watched my friend dance at half time) , spent the rest of the weekend with another friend watching movies talking on the phone and making no bake cookies (yum) so that was all good well gonna go find my earings the cat lost... ONE LOVE.PEACE.