sooo a lot hapeened - i always think i have a boring life, but i guess not thinking about it more now. so anyways, got a complement from the guy i like ( that NEVER gives compliments to anybody so that makes me really extremly happy because well duh its kinda obvious. and yesterday wheni got on the bus he yelled my name and said "hi" ( not completley out of the normal) and i said "hi" back ( like always) and instead of it ending there he pushed his way forward and was yelling for poeple to move out of his way so he could come sit next to me :) :) :) - and i decided / realized that i have freakish amounts of self control - he was sitting next to me(on a not very big seat) and leaned towards me to get his wallet out of his back pocket and i found out he has "v" lines on his stomache * holy music and shining light apear* and i didnt jump him. wanted to though. a lot. he is the most gorgeous person i know. ive liked him forever and my friend thinks he likes me to but i dont. i dont know. guys confuse to many things. but thats ok. god i want to see chris. he got sent to jail because of some stupid bitch. i hope she dies and goes to hell. wait thats where im going god i dont wanna have to deal with her there to. jesus christ theres no escaping her. i havent seen him in a really long time though andi miss him like crazy. and it couldnt have been at a worse time. bitch. i hate her so much. i dont care how mad she gets at somebody she shouldnt have them arested - it was for violating parole...so dumb. i have to go to a stupid school dance tomarow. i really dont want ot go but i have to. if i dont go i get kicked out of leadership which is my favorite class so thats not good. nobody is gonna be there so im making my friend go with me. ha i dont have to go through hell by myself thats always good. so mad at this one girl. shes turning into a total whore. we used to be really good friends the n we didnt talk for a month and she randomly called one day and explained a bunch of stuff nad i know officially consider her a whore. makes me mad. thats not who she really is. i know hr better than that - shes just letting some guy take advantage of her. she needs to stop being dumb and realize that he is just using her.ugh. ONE LOVE. PEACE.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!! *more screams* its a miracle that nobody has gotten murdered the past 2 days with me right now. thats all i have to say.hopefully you understand. oh and a helpfull word of advice - dont tell your insane overly religious mother that you dont believe in god by screaming it at her - found that out the hard way. ONE LOVE. PEACE.

there is a song called " electric avenue" and electric avenue is where everybody from my school goes and gets stoned ha ha. jsut sharing thought it was funny. ONE LOVE.PEACE.

i really want to go to coachella but i have to get the money/find out a bunch of info/find out who all is going and i dont want to do all that but it is worth it. if i did all this and i cant go i will cry. i did math on a sunday for this. thats big - i dont do that - ever. ONE LOVE.PEACE.

finals week = sick/ cruel torture. french final at 7:45 AM - i can barley speak english (understanbly) at 7:45 AM. EH. had to vent.sorry. had an interesting couple weeks though. ha ha fun stuff. woo hoo! called an insanley hot guy/one of my friends for the first time yesterday - talked for like an hour while another friend was here - funny converstations. got draged down my stairs by my ankles by my friend. same friend decided she thinks my cousin ( thats like my brother) looks like kurt cobain,dave grohl, and jesus and came to the conclusion that she wants him. i hit her for it. she still wants him though. i hit her more. she knew i would though so it wasnt a big suprise or anything. guess thats all for now. ONE LOVE.PEACE.

i was just thinking and decided to write this down it is worth considering if you never have. it seems like everybody tries to fit into something that is like a mold or cookie cutter and if you dont fit that exactly - be it that you look different or you act differently than what people have classified as "normal" then most likley you become some sort of an outcast or you are veiwed differently. if more poeple just showed there uniquness and individualism and threw out all of there inhabitions and doubts about people the world would be completly different place - but that would require people stepping outside of the mold that has been created and it is like that is some fobbiden thing to do. some people have " taken the risk" in a sense and show who they really are and not the cookie cutter mold of what they "should " be. those people deserve credit - not many people take that step. i chose a long time ago not to conform to peoples wishes for me and to make my own descisions and be my own person for that not everybody likes me but my friends are truley there for me because of it and i know that they do not judge me - granted i get along with most people and easily make friends but that is not a luxury that everybody has so they conform to others wishes and after doing that for so long loose a sense of who they are and can completly loose it after a certain amount of time. if there was not designer lables, the "right" hair style or clothes and people were individuals and not copies of the rich and famous or " the popualr people" we could really see people and not there version of the mold. people need to take risks, be individuals, choose there own path and follow it - you may be "weird" at first but if more poeple took the step it would change things unfourtinatly people are scared of others opinions and veiws. people need to get rid of there inhabitions of "right" and "weird" and become individuals with there own style,music, and most importantly - personality everybody eventually turns into the same basic person with a few minor changes along the way ocasionaly. step outside of the box. be an individual. ONE LOVE.PEACE.

so its a snow day here and theres absoultly nothing to do- hence the reason for me writing this. i went from having a really upbeat fun and ineresting weekend for 4 days straight pretty much to sitting home alone insanley bored with nothing to do - my friend was suposed to show me and my other friend a song him and another guy wrote( i guess its really funny) but now he cant because of the snow. i dont know the snow day is nice ( reggae mix,sweat pants, and a hot cup of coffee) but its really boring to and i need to get some stuff done at school and now im gonna have to stay after and i really dont want to but i have to for a stupid science grade or i will fail the class ugh but its ok im done venting about that now but yeah the weekend was really fun - basketball game i didnt watch at all with haley ( we sat in the hall and talked and just hung out then watched my friend dance at half time) , spent the rest of the weekend with another friend watching movies talking on the phone and making no bake cookies (yum) so that was all good well gonna go find my earings the cat lost... ONE LOVE.PEACE.

here is a personal list of bands i love and hate.((not in any particular order)) ♥LOVE♥ sublime wolfmother nirvana yeah yeah yeahs silversun pickups led zeppelin black keys pink floyd death cab for cutie the shins white stripes long beach dub all stars decemberists bob marley damian marley incubus X HATE X fallout boy panic! at the disco ok go taking back sunday hawthorn heights the academy is... armor for sleep my chemical romance avenged sevenfold finch all american rejects yellowcard ♥ individual songs ♥ on the radio - regina spektor song no. 6 feat. Ron Sexsmith - Ane Brun funeral - band of horses celebrity skin - hole this is our emergency - pretty girls make graves champaine supernova - oasis are you gonna be my girl - jet evil - interpol coin operated boy - the dresden dolls sunday bloody sunday - u2 pretty girls make graves - the smiths amber - 311 so thats what i can think of at the moment i hate emo and mtv"rock" pretty much - just sharing basicly i like indie, reggae, rock, and whatever you want to classify sublime as (there one of my favorite bands but they have to many influances to put them in one cattegory of music) ONE LOVE.PEACE.

basicly im insanley bored so im gonna write some stuff about myself "1.name-logan(yeah im a girl named logan) 2.fav. color-green 3.fav. music-indie,reggae,rock f4.av. bands/musicians-sublime,wolfmother,bob marley, silversun pickups 5.fav. food-ice cream(yum) 6.simple pleasure-the color RED popsickles turm my lips 7.annoyances-when people talk like there IMing(saying lol or brb) 8.fav. movie-10 things i hate about you/orange county 9.my ipod is like my child((its amlost creepy)) 10.fav. smell-rain,vanilla 11.music makes me happy when im mad mainly led zeppelin,sublime,and wolfmother 12.my friends mean the world to me. 13.i hate myspace. a lot. it is the most over rated thing EVER!!! 14.im extremly opinionated and stubourn and people have kind of figured out to even try to change my mind once i have decided something because i will fight for what i think is right 15.it makes me mad when people dont accept that theres global warming and it needs to be fixed. 16.im a total animal lover,save the earth person. 17.im kind of a hippy(some say i am some say im not) 18.i dont care if i look like an idiot(becasue i am one sometimes)i dont really care what people think of me 19.im not the typical teenage girl that says shes fat and/or ugly to get compliments-im really confidant in myself 20.im WAY to independant for my own good. 21.i LOVE rocking out when im home alone. 22. i love the beach 23.i can be complicated and simple at the same time 24.i hate emo stuff(mainly the music) 25.fake people piss me off almost more than anything else 26.i dont like rap 27.i can be deep sometimes but sometimes i am ditz( o well it keeps things interesting) 28.music is my source of sanity 29.im kinda random 30.i cant sing but try anyways 31.i can usally take bad situations pretty well 32.im not religious 33.i cant stand it when people are really immature 34.i love taking pictures 35.i love art even though im not very good at it well i cant think of anything else so if you read that whole thing you jsut wasted a couple minutes for no reason but hope you enjoyed it at least :) ONE LOVE.PEACE.