Jades, This, again, will serve as my journal for a little bit. I hope you return to this site one day and read this, but if not, it's all good! I think about you daily. Jades, I want to know what it's like to kiss you. I mean that in a very respectful way; I want to kiss you, lay in your arms, whisper sweet sumthin' sumthins' in your ear... I want it to be YOU I spend the rest of forever with. No one interests me, but I remember the good times we had... I love you. I love you! But you won't hear this. Not for another year and almost a half. I want you to be my first kiss. I feel crazy in love, but I love it. And I love you. Cecilly