Jades, This, again, will serve as my journal for a little bit. I hope you return to this site one day and read this, but if not, it's all good! I think about you daily. Jades, I want to know what it's like to kiss you. I mean that in a very respectful way; I want to kiss you, lay in your arms, whisper sweet sumthin' sumthins' in your ear... I want it to be YOU I spend the rest of forever with. No one interests me, but I remember the good times we had... I love you. I love you! But you won't hear this. Not for another year and almost a half. I want you to be my first kiss. I feel crazy in love, but I love it. And I love you. Cecilly

Jades, I'm pretty sure you'll never read this, which is almost pretty much the reason why I decided to come to it; I was at work (working STUDIOUSLY, can't you tell? :P ) and was listening to Taylor Swift, which reminded me of her song "Tim McGraw", which reminded me of that one website that we'd write to each other on. After pondering about 30 seconds as to the name of the site, I remembered, and decided to see just how long it's been. Well, it's been a good 9 months since this site has been used by either of us. A lot can happen in 9 months. ha ha! (That, by the way, should be a quote. That is, if we still do quotes that are borderline gray; *I'll keep his eyes open* I don't know right now how things will be after your mish. Either way is okay, but gee, it sure is fun to say riskee things every now & again; it keeps life exciting!) Because I don't have you here anymore, I appreciate you a whole heck of a lot more. For a while there, Chris surpassed you in my mind; if you don't know about that, ask me. But once I met the real Chris, I knew that Jaden was the boy I think I love. I'll show you that in 1 year and 7 months. :) Not that anyone is counting. Still VL right now; probably, most likely will be. Although.... not going to lie... if Keaton & Ariella weren't together, I'd date him! ha ha He's a neat kid; I think it runs in both your families. :) That's what Heather thinks, I'm sure. In other words, "That's what SHE said!" We'll see how life works out. I think I might possibly, maybe, kinda sorta like... or love you, Cessi

Jades, I am a little different, but it's not from reading your journal--it was from reading Adam's e-mail. I know you don't want to hear this, but instead of totally starting over as friends, maybe we could just not be together so often. I just worry that we both are going to get hurt in the end. We'll have no one else there for us once *if* we break up, since it IS inevitable... Just ask me about it--I'll explain it more in person. I like you, Jades. Cecilly Rose

Hey boy-- I finally wrote in this again. Not much is going on in life... :) The FBLA State trip was a lot of fun, especially the ride home. Gee I wonder what is going to happen in the future. hee hee Conference is going on right now; I'm a sinner. (Don't say anything). I'm heading to Missouri in three days--bite, huh? I guess life will have to move on. I'll talk to you later, I guess. Girl

Hey boy! I hope soccer conditioning went well--is soccer fun?I've heard the trips get a little riskee, if ya know what I mean. ;) I don't remember who told me that, but I believe everything I hear, as I'm sure you could well tell. :) ha ha FBLA State!!! I'm sixteen--almost! Cec

Hey! Are you WIGGED about the trip? I hope you don't mind when you are slobbered on when somebody is asleep, because if there are three to a seat, just know that I'll be *all over that*. Ha ha--I'm not a small space sleeper, and bus trips make me tired. Should I take lotion? Cecilly

Metalhead321-- :P Charly is a good show, would you not agree? Holy cow your little sis is funny! I loved yesterday. E--! Cec