so things have been looking better since may. its kind of weird having a journal on the internet, but still kind of cool. its my birthday really soon.. although its going to be kind of weird, its my first birthday since it happened and.. i dont know. ive been in and out of the police station a little bit, just giving more statements and everything, and so far it looks like my case is going okay. hah, sweet 16. yeah right. my friends cant do anything about the way i feel though, because i mean its never happened to any of them. ahh f*ck this. i went shopping and got 2 pairs of new shoes.. earrings.. this strapless shirt which is awesome.. and new eyeliner and nail polish. so i was pretty happy about that. aaaand.. yep. thats about all here. haha, look at my stupid journal entry on the smashup. im SUCH a loser. or was, actually. now im cool ^_^ haha, kidding. but yeah. im out =]