Okay, so yes I've been feeling super weird lately, it's like I'm growing more and more detached from my friends back home(well not totally detached) and the people here I'm not that attached to, so I feel kind of lost like I'm in the middle of a phase. I know this will pass. I'm also kind of working on getting over my ex boyfriend...it's tricky. haha I haven't been single in forever and now that I am...oh damn I would rather be in love. haha but yes we will see how this goes....dun dun dun.

Wow, I feel so weird right now, I can't even put how I feel into words. It's like I'm lonely, and yet I want to be completely by myself. I don't want to have any human interaction at all...which is weird because normally I thrive off of it. My roomate is driving me espeicially crazy since she's throwing a party...haha I so locked myself in my room,...and I have headphones on, and I can stil hear them. Haha and I'm so hungry, but I don't want to go to the kitchen because of all of them. I just want to be alone..well that's not entirely true, I would kill to see my best friend or my ex boyfriend...but you know...haha university life is lonely! superficial relationships or dry ones...nothing deep and fascinating yet..we'll see...