[Monday 27th July] 3:06pm Its been 2 weeks since, and the longest 2 weeks of my life. Every second of every day I am missing you mum, it is so hard getting through each and every day without you here. At times everything seems fine and the day is able to go on as usual, but then at times it is as if it is all happening again, I don't know how life is meant to continue without you mum. I just want my mum that I can hug and talk to, I would trade everything in this world just for one more day with you. You were supposed to be there to see your grandchildren and we were going to grow older and older until you were maybe somewhere in the 80s or 100s, but not like this, 41 is too young an age, it is too cruel an age... I pray wherever you are, you are happy and well. Always Loving You Mum. songofthemoment el debarge - time will reveal

[Monday 13th July] 12:01 pm Rest In Paradise Mum, I love you so much.